Wednesday
Happy New Year!!!! I am so done with being sad, I am so done with letting other people determine my happiness, and I'm so done with thinking I need a guy in my life. I just want to be better. I want to work harder. Here are my goals for 2019.
1. Get my freaking brown belt
2. Leave the country at least once
3. Drink more water
4. Eat better
5. Win a N.A.S.K.A. tournament
6. Help people
7. Get a job
8. Figure out what college I'm going to
9. Make more friends
10. Find a good bible study
I just want to be a happy person again. I want to do what I want to do. I want to go back to the days when I loved school and leaving the house. I need to figure out what's going on with me and I need to stop letting other people have a say in my life.
I've decided that I'm not going to talk to my friends in high school anymore before I do something. I am going to talk to people older than me and ask myself. Because I know myself better than my friends. Right now I might be lost but I'm gonna find my way back to the happy girl I lost freshman year. I need to do it because I don't think this dark emo girl is gonna make it much longer.
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Junior Year
Non-FictionI wish I could tell you all this crazy stuff is made up. If I did that though, I would be lying. This is a journal of all the crazy things that happen my junior. Please enjoy reading about my suffering.
