Ella's P.O.V.
For once in my life I have actually been having a pretty good day. But that of course didn't last.
I was walking down the hallway because school was over and OF COURSE I had to get tripped by some fucking cheerleaders. They weren't like fucking but you get what I mean.
Like really? You had to fucking trip me? Have more class and spread a rumor about the emo girl don't trip me you stupid bitches.
Knowing me I totally fell on my fucking face. My bad broke and all of my stuff spilled out of it. I was super embarrassed and picked up my stuff as fast as I could and ran away as the cheerleaders laughed at me.
Fuck my entire life.
When I got home my dad wasn't there which was really strange because his job usually end at like 3 and it's 4 now. Maybe he was working late?
I forgot about and went down into the basement and started playing Pierce The Veil. I played my favorites; Disasterology, Stay Away From My Friends, A Match Into Water, Falling Asleep On A Stranger, Stained Glass Eyes And Colorful Tears, Besitos, and I'm Low On Gas And You Need A Jacket... God I love Pierce The Veil.
My dad didn't come hom till about 12 which doesn't make any fucking sense because he is a goddamn landscape and no one cares about their lawn that fucking much what the hell?
When he walked in I could tell he was totally wasted. What the actual fuck. My dad never drank he was souly against drinking because of my mom.
"Dad?" I asked quietly.
"What do you want!" He said angrily.
I have never seen him drunk. No surprise he's an angry one.
"I asked you a question." He said with a stronger hint of anger.
"Umm..."
"Are you fucking stupid." He asked now shouting at me.
I could feel the tears in my eyes starting to spill over and run down my cheeks.
"Oh are you going to cry now you stupid emo bitch." That got me angry.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP DAD." I screamed back at him. I regret doing that now. My couldn't I just keep my fucking mouth shut for fucks sake.
He walked forwards quickly and slapped me in the face.
"DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING TALK TO ME LIKE THAT!"
I couldn't believe what he just did as he walked away from me. How much pain can I take until it is too much?
That was the breaking point. I can't do this anymore. The only real reason I had for staying alive was my dad. But he doesn't care about me anymore so whars the point?
I don't need to live anymore. My friends obviously don't actually like me. Can I even call them friends? They wouldn't miss me. They have known me for what? A day. No one would care if I was just gone.
I sat in my room for a while drinking and thinking. How was this going to end? I had an idea. I looked under my bed and pulled in out.
I never though I would use this, and never did I think for this reason. I have barely even touched it. What if I used it wrong. I was pretty sure how to use it so I didn't dwell on that thought for very long.
I put it in my bag along with a note that I had quickly scribbled on a piece of paper.
I didn't want to do it here. Oh hell no. I wanted it to be in a peaceful place were there was no one around.
I walked upstairs quietly and peered through the door. My dad was passed out on the couch. He wouldn't notice nor care. I quickly walked past him, opened the door, and left.
Hey guys this stroy was 2 days late because my moms a bitch, wattpad was being a bitch, and my internet was being stupid. Probably going to post a couple more chapter tonight because Mina is crazy. Anyway bye :)
