Mikeys P.O.V.
How could this girl ever want to die?
She is so fucking amazing, and beautiful.
We had both refused the spin the bottle game which made me happy because I hate spin the bottle and I got to spend more alone time with Ella.
She started to look a little out of it and tired. I decided to just fucking go for it. I reached my arm out and put my arm around her shoulder and pulled her closer.
She looked up at me a little confused, but then smiled at me and rested her head on my shoulder. She must have fallen asleep because her breath became heavy and she snuggled closer to me. Goddamnit she was so cute when she slepped.
Everyone was asleep now, but I couldn't seem to fall asleep. I looked down at Ella again. I reached my arm down farther so I could take her hand in mine.
I looked down as I grabbed her hand and saw that her sleeve had ridden up a little. What I saw then made me feel sick.
She had scars and fresh cuts all over her wrist. Oh god. Does anyone else know? What am I supposed to do?
I didn't exactly know what to do because I had only had 1 other friend who cut. His name was Alex.
Alex was the only friend that I had. He was the nicest person you could ever meet. He was always smiling and always making jokes. But usually the people that seem the happiest, are the least.
Alex had a horrible family life. Him dad was abusive and beat him and his mother. Alex had a brother but his dad had beaten him so badly that he was sent to the hospital and later died from him injuries.
Alex had cut for a long time and suffered from extreme anxiety and the reason he stayed strong was for his brother. But once he was gone Alex felt like he had nothing to live for.
Alex knew that he wouldn't be able to do it at home. So he did it at school.
I was having a particular great day until I walked into the bathroom.
I walked in right after math and saw a body hanging from the ceiling. It was Alex.
I didn't know what to do or what to think. Alex had hung himself in the bathroom from the pipes.
I couldn't breath or do anything. I slammed myself against the wall and slowly slid down the wall tears starting to leave my eyes. When I got to the floor I lost it. I lost everything. I broke down crying and started screaming.
A little bit later teachers came running into the bathroom and saw him. They were all horrified but non of them felt the same way I did.
I had no idea that it had gotten that bad. Why didn't he tell me? What am I supposed to do? He was my only friend. I have no one. He's gone, he's really gone, forever.
I promised myself that I was not going to let Ella go there again. I'm going to do everything and anything to make sure she doesn't end up like Alex.
This is the last chapter for today. I hope you enjoyed it and are enjoying the story. More tomorrow! Anyway bye :)
