Mikey's P.O.V.
Ughhhhhhhhhh I can't FUCKING sleep goddamnit.
What is it like 1 am right now? Jesus I have fucking school tomorrow, stupid brain.
I decided to go for a walk to calm my brain down and maybe get tired from walking or some shit like that.
I decided to head towards this abandoned drug filled park that I knew no one would be at.
It didn't take too long to get there and when I did I decided to go to the swings because I am a fucking child.
I started to get tired and thoguht I should probably get going or I'm going to get murdered by a homeless man with a needle. But thats when I heard a whisper.
I couldn't hear it very well and the words weren't audible. I looked around and that's when I saw a small form.
It was definatly a girl and she was shaking, or crying? Why was she crying. And then I saw here raise her hand to her head. And there was something in it.
Oh shit oh fuck oh WHAT THE HELL?
"NO STOP WHAT THE FUCK?" I yelled in the direction of the girl.
She looked up and I realised who it was. It was the beautiful girl I saw at school today. Why was she here. Why did she have a gun. What's happening?
I got closer to her and was about to say something when she abruptley dropped the gun. Then got up grabbed her bag and ran for her motherfucking life.
I shouted and started to run after her but she wa gone and I went back to the tree.
I slowly just slid down the tree to the ground. That's when I realized she had left a piece of paper. My stomach dropped, it was a suicide note.
I know I shouldn't open it. I should just leave it and go home. If I read it that's like the biggest invasion of privacy in the world.
"I'm such an asshole." I said as I grabbed the note from the ground.
I'm such a dick." I said as I opened it.
"I'm such a douche." I said as I started readinf the note.
The note started with 2 quotes:
"I was drowning and you were standing feet away yelling learn to swim."
"I'm just an angel that wants to go home."
Those made me feel horrible but the worst part of the entire note was the very end.
It read "Don't cry or say you miss me and love me, because that's what I neede when I was alive."
I was crying pretty hard by then. I didn't even know her but the way she wrote, and how she wrote it could break anyone.
I don't understand how a girl so beautiful and perfect feel like this on the inside? I didn't know exactly what to do so I just sat there.
This is the last chapter for tonight, or I guess it's morning now. I hope you enjoyed it, I have no idea when the next chapter will be posted. Maybe tomorrow maybe is like 2 days idk. Depends on if Mina freaks the fuck out again. Anyway bye :)
