Ella's P.O.V.
I had pushed that night out of my head and through the past couple weeks I havent heard anything about the incident or seen the kid.
My dad still hasn't gotten better so I avoid him as much as possible. He hasn't touched me or talked to me since that night so I wasn't really thinking about him.
Also through the past couple weeks I have become best friends with Mina. We have so many inside jokes that I can barely remember them. We're like 2 peas in a pod. (I felt stupid saying that, but fuck it. Not like butt fuck but you know with a pause and stuff. Whatever nevermind.)
I also got introduced to Frank and Gerard, Gerard had a little brother that went here but I never saw him.
Jack had 2 best friends, Zack, and Rian. They were actually really cool guys and what made it even better is that they were dating and we would get in arguments on whether or not their ship name was Rack or Zian.
Anyway Jack is a really good guy and I'm so happy that Mina has a guy like him.
I walked towards my group of friends. I always hear the weirdest shit when I walk up and this time I was particularly confused.
"Why did you turn up at school." Said Rian loudly.
"Because I miss you bby." Said Zack as he ran and kissed Rian.
Well I guess I can't really be surprsed but what they say seeing at the are the biggest stoners in the world.
"On that really fucking confusing note what's up?" I asked.
"Well I was just talking about how I was going to have a sort of party at my house tonight." Say Gerard.
"Sounds cool." Said Mina.
"I can take Ella to your house after school." She said smiling at me. I smiled again even though I was kinda nervous to go because I'm still not that good in social situations even in the presence of people that I know very well.
"The rest of you can come by whenever. Mikey is probably going to join us but he has bass practice until like 8 so anytime between after school and 8 is good."
"Can't wait." Said Zack and Rian in unison then laughed at each other. Goddamnit they are so cute.
"Wait." I interjected. "Who is Mikey?"
"Oh, he's my baby brother. Don't worry he's Gucci, you will like him a lot." Gerad the said.
"Did you just say he's Gucci?" Said Frank is almost tears of laughter.
"That was really fucking stupid." Jack said.
Gerard flipped us off and walked away back towards school.
The rest of the school had gone by to fast for my mind to catch up with and before I could process it Mina was dragging me out of class.
She was talking to me as we walked to the bus stop but I wasn't really listening. I was scared to go to someone elses house. I know it seems stupid and irrational that I fear going to other peoples houses because I don't want to meet other people and that I'm afraid that I will fuck up, but you know, what am I supposed to do about it?
It turned out that Gerard lived in an apartment that had 2 levels.
There was the main floor tha had like the kitchen, living room, and their moms bedroom. Gerard didn't have a dad and I don't know why because I didn't want to go into it in case it was a sensative topic.
And then there was the basement which was Gerard and Mikey's rooms.
Gerards room was surprisingly big seeing as it was just him. When we walked in what I saw imidiatly was there were drawings everywhere. They were actually really fucking good. Who knew Gerard was such an artist.
He had a queen size bed and a couple chairs and a couch in different places in his room. His floor was hardwood instead of carpet which I liked better. He had a couple rugs though.
Other than the drawings on the walls he also had some posters of Black Flag and The Misfits.
I went over to the couch and sat down in the very corner and took out my notebook and started mindlessly sketching.
Over the next couple hourse everyone started arriving. It started with Mina and I. She went and sat down in a bean bag that was so fucking giant that I'm pretty sure it could fit like 5 people. She started talking to Frank and Gerard who were obviously already there.
Next came Jack who immediatly walked over to Mina and sat next to her. Him making out with her ended her conversation for a few minutes until Gerard told them to get a room and they broke apart laughing.
Lastly came in Zack and Rian who were, of course, already drunk and high. To my delight they brought weed and alcohol. Yay.
At least when I'm drunk I'm not as awkward around people. And weed... Why fucking not? More fucked up stories to tell everyone.
I started joining in on the conversations when there was a knock on the door.
"That's probably Mikey." Gerard said as he walked over to the door.
I looked at the door as he opened and froze. No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no. This can't be happening no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no.
It was him.
