there'll Be a Miracle.

: hurt :

a mistake? I don't understand where the mistake is.

mistake in loving someone.

I love you.

and I don't understand what people say that the feeling of love that I feel for you is a mistake.

maybe you won't respond. but that doesn't matter.

let me hurt myself here.

as long as you don't have to feel this.

pain that can always drive me crazy.

I have no problem with that.

even though that means I have to cry every night before going to sleep.

Hold every sobs that might make the people around me worry.

the painful sensation you feel when your tears will come out. sensation is like a habit that I always feel.

the last thing I want to do now is to screamings unclearly until it feels like my voice is about to disappear.

but I can't do it.

My condition does not allow me to issue my voice as fast as I can.

honestly, I'm tired.

I'm tired of pretending to show my sweet smile all the time.

I don't understand now that it's like a habit for me today.

and I doubt myself.

everything makes me dizzy.

everything.

my head almost broke to know that this was the most ridiculous thing I had ever felt.

I hurt myself.
and I do it again.