there'll Be a Miracle.

easy as that.

today my chest feels tight.

tears fall easily.

and in my head just fill yourself.

I remember you,
even at the last moment we knew each other close.

then you just leave.

easy as that.

I should have known that the pain I felt meant nothing to you.

maybe you think I've always smiled.

the one you see I'm always laughing all this time as if without a wound.

You should know that with our situation it can hurt my mind.

several times I hurt myself.

I wept over my stupidity.

"how stupid i am."

I can't hold it anymore.

I bear everything myself.

without everyone knowing.

because in their view I'm just a stupid girl who always laughs all the time.

even though in my heart
I laugh at myself.