Ella's POV
Dear Diary, 12-3
Today is my birthday! It's like 6 am right now. I stayed up all night to help Chris pack for his trip to Atlanta to do some shows. I'm so proud that his career has come so far already.
He also left me his spare car key and house key. I'm sad cuz he's leaving. I been here so long, all my stuff is here. They only thing I left at my mom's apartment is my bed and a few outfits. Other than that I been with Chris. He like having me around and I like being with him.
I'm excited for today. Chris say he gon spoil me today cuz it's our last day together, and plus it's my birthday. I can't wait to see what he got planned for us. I really can't wait for tonight, if you know what I mean.
I'm ready to get my pockets right so I can spoil him, too. Buy him cologne, Nike suits, diamond chains and all that. He deserve the world, cuz it feels like that's what he's giving me.
Chris turned over in bed and seen that I had the nightstand lamp on and pulled me towards him. "Why you up so early, ma? You writing?" he asked in his sleepy voice.
"Yeah, sorry for waking you up." I said.
He smiled and kissed my cheek. "Don't worry about it. Happy birthday."
I smiled and straddled him. "Thank you baby."
"You got ready yet?" he asked, finally opening his eyes.
"I washed up, did my hair and makeup but I ain't got dressed yet."
He sat up and kissed me on the neck. "Move, shit breathe."
He smacked his teeth and pushed me off his lap. I watched as he bit a Snickers and stood up. "Eww, now ya breathe gon be smelling like sugar and shit." I said scrunching up my nose.
He rolled his eyes. "You still kiss this sugar shit mouth."
I laughed. "No."
He threw a pillow at me and walked in the bathroom, making me laugh again. After he washed up he walked out and climbed on top of me. He started kissing on me and I fell right in place.
I reached down and pulled CJ out. He smiled and pulled back from the kiss. "Don't you got a hair appointment at 7? We ain't got time."
"We got time for a quickie." I said kissing him.
He smiled. "If you say so."
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We did our thing and afterwards, I stood up but could barely walk. "It's finna be even worse tonight." he smirked.
I rolled my eyes. "Now I gotta shower."
"You the one who wanted some dick. We got time for a quickie." he said mocking me.
"Shut up Chris." I said going to the bathroom.
I took a quick shower and grabbed my bags, I did simple makeup and I dressed simple too. I put on a white tank top, white coat with light blue jeans and some timbs.
After like 45 minutes we were both finally ready and I could go get my hair done. I was excited cuz I was ready to get rid of the curly hair.
"Get something I can pull when I tear dat ass up from the back." Chris whispered in my ear.
I smiled. "Okay." He kissed me and started walking away.
"Where you going?" I asked.
"Finna go do something, call me when you get done." he said, I nodded and sat in the chair.
I ended up getting a low ponytail, with long black hair. I thought it was really cute and it fit me. I texted Chris a picture and he sent hella heart eyes.
"Thank you." I smiled at the hairdresser. I texted Chris once I walked out and he pulled up on me.
"What now?" I asked running my fingers through my hair.
He chuckled. "Yo hair was just as long when you had it curly, why you acting boogie now?"
I glared at him. "My curly bundles wasn't this long."
He rolled his eyes. "Aight, well we going shopping then to the Christmas Carnival. After that I'ma head towards the airport."
I sighed. "I'ma miss you."
He smiled. "I know and I'ma miss you too, it's only 3 days though."
"But still. I'm used to laying with you, and seeing you after school and work. I'ma be lonely."
"Mella can come over."
"She in Queens with her boyfriend."
He sighed. "Why you giving me such a hard time, Ella?"
I looked out the window. "Sorry."
"It's okay." he grabbed my hand and kissed it.
We rode to the mall and Chris spoiled the hell out of me. Anything I looked at he bought, and all the clothes and shoes I wanted, he got for me. I tried to hold back but he told me anything I wanted he would get. I felt so special.
The carnival was fun. Mella and her boyfriend met us there. We took pictures and had a really good time. My favorite part is when me and Chris took a picture in front of the Christmas tree. We went back to his house, and he did just as he said he was gon do. He fucked me up.
"You tired?" he asked as we got in the car.
"Hell yea." I said, I looked at the clock and it was 4:34.
"We going to the airport?" I asked looking at him.
"Yeah." he said.
I sighed and laid back. "Don't be sad baby girl, you can enjoy your presents while I'm gone." he said.
"I'ma call you all day everyday, and every night."
He laughed. "Damn, you gon miss me that much?"
"Yes." I said as he parked the car.
I got out and he did too. I held him and laid on his chest, we only been together 3 weeks and he already got me attached to him like crazy.
"I'ma miss you." I said looking up at him.
"I'ma miss you too." he said kissing me.
I watched as he opened the backseat door and pulled out a small blue bag. He pulled out a little black box and my eyes lit up. He pulled out a diamond ring and I smiled.
"What's this?" I asked, smiling wide.
"A promise ring... I know it's probably too soon for all this but I can't help but give in every time I think bout you or every time I see that pretty ass face.. I'm promising you that you gon always have my heart, Ion give a fuck what happen." he said, sliding the ring on my finger.
I smiled and tears rolled down my cheeks. "What you tryna say?"
"I'm tryna say I love you." he said quietly.
"I love you too." I said, kissing him.
We stood there holding each other until he pulled back and kissed my forehead. "I'ma call you when I land, okay?"
"Okay." I said. He grabbed his bags and walked away.
I got in the car and sighed. Why I already miss him?
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was that too lovey dovey? it felt weird writing this sap ass chapter.
