Ella's POV
Dear Diary, 5-04
I feel like shit. I been having morning sickness and my back killing me. I know I'm probably pregnant cuz Chris have no mercy whenever we fuck, no condom or nothing. I just hope Chris don't have a crazy reaction when I tell him. I know how he can get sometimes. Tomorrow his birthday so I got a lot of planning to do today.
I have a doctor's appointment today. I hope that they can give me some answers.
I put my diary in my purse, and grabbed my keys. I walked downstairs and Chris was smoking with Tyga in the game room.
"I'm finna go to the doctor, you need anything while I'm gone?" I asked Chris.
"Yo ass been gone ever since you got that car." Tyga said.
"Shut up, Ty." I rolled my eyes.
"Will you get some cookies and cream ice cream, and some hot funyuns." Chris looked up at me.
"Alright I got you." I said kissing him.
"Be safe, love you." he said as I walked away.
"Love you too!" I yelled going out the door.
I walked in the office and checked in, then waited for them to call my name. Once they did I walked in and sat down.
"So what brings you in today?" the nurse asked.
"I came to get a pregnancy test." I said.
She turned around and smiled at me. "Really? You having any symptoms?"
"Nausea, back pain, dizziness."
She nodded and grabbed a blanket from the cabinet. "Lay back for me, and lift your shirt."
I did as told and watched as she grabbed a tube of blue stuff and pulled a machine towards me. She spread it on my belly and then ran the machine over my stomach.
I started crying almost instantly as I seen an outline appear on the screen. "Oh my god."
"You're 12 weeks." she smiled at me, then printed out my ultrasound.
"Thank you." I smiled, wiping my face. I know exactly what Chris present gon be.
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Dear Diary, 5-05
Today is my baby's birthday! I'm currently waiting on Mella to arrive with him, I told her to take him to Tyga's house so me and Nicki can set up for his surprise party. I'm too hyped!
I heard the doorbell and closed my book. I ran to the door and it was Mella and Chris.
"Happy birthday babe." I said, kissing him.
"Thank you ma." he said smiling.
By then it was like 6 pm so we ate dinner. He wanted seafood so that's what me and Mella made for him. We ate then Nicki brought him his cake.
"This cake big as hell, how much was it?" Chris asked looking at me.
"Don't worry about it." I said.
He rolled his eyes. "Stubborn ass."
We had cake then Chris smiled at me. "Can I have my present?" he asked grabbing my ass.
"That's not ya present, nasty ass." Mella said making me and Nicki laugh.
I handed him Nicki's present and Chris smiled as he opened it. It was a gold chain. "That's dope." he said holding it up.
"I knew yo expensive ass would like it." Nicki said, I laughed.
Mella gave him her gift and it was a Nike suit he fell in love with. I got nervous as I handed him my present, the black box with a gold bow on it. Mella set up the camera to record his reaction.
"This big ass box." he said taking off the bow.
"Shut up and open it." I said, he laughed.
He held up the pregnancy test and looked at me strangely. "The fuck is this? Them thermometers that you stick in yo ass?"
I smiled and shook my head. "Look at what else is in the box, Breezy."
He stared at the ultrasound with wide eyes. "You... pregnant?"
"Yes." I smiled wide.
He jumped up and gave me a tight hug. "Aww." Mella and Nicki said in unison.
He kissed all over my face. "I love you, foreal." That's when I realized he was crying.
I held onto him. "Don't cry."
"I love you." he said.
"I love you too."
"I was talking to my baby." he said letting go of me.
I rolled my eyes. "Whatever."
I went upstairs and changed into some pajamas. Eventually Chris came in and laid next to me. "Where Mella and Nicki?"
"They left." he pulled me towards him.
"Oh okay." I sighed.
"I can't believe we finna have a baby." he said.
I smiled. "I know right."
We laid there silent until he kissed my cheek. "I been meaning to ask you something."
"Yea?"
"If I asked you to move with me to L.A, would you do it?"
"Chris it's only been 6 months, you sure you ready to move with me?"
"Ella we got a baby coming, I want us together, foreal. And plus the majority of my business is in L.A. and it's expensive as hell to fly back and forth constantly. That shit is gon kill my pockets before the baby even get here." He said sitting up.
I crawled up beside him. "Yes, I'll do it."
He smiled and kissed me. "I love you for this. I thought you was gon cuss me out."
I laughed. "Nah. So when we moving."
"You still got time most definitely. I set the move date for June 6th since I know you got your makeup thing going on. I wanted you to have time to get a new stock and all that shit. I didn't want this to be abrupt." he looked up at me. "And that's after you graduate, too."
"Thank you for thinking about that." I smiled and wrapped my hand around his arm.
"You're welcome, and we flying out to look at the house next weekend by the way." he stood up and stretched.
"WHAT?! You already bought the house?" I yelled hitting him with a pillow.
"Yes but calm down, ma." he laughed. "You gon love it."
"Okay." I sighed.
"Now, take yo ass downstairs and bring me some cake." he said with a smirk. I rolled my eyes and smiled, walking downstairs.
