Jealous

Say (All I Need) {Flashback 2}

*Flashback to 5 years ago*

You and Bucky have been dating for about 3 months now. Nothing that serious you thought, since your relationship with Bucky was still fresh...well besides the 24 hour sex. You've been working on a mission with Nat and Clint for about a month and just arrived back to the tower. Bucky was with Bruce to make improvements for his arm.

"Hey F.R.I.D.A.Y., Do you know where Bucky is?" you asked aloud.

"Yes Ms. (Y/L/N), Bucky is in the lab with Dr. Banner. Would you like me yo summon him for you?" F.R.I.D.A.Y asked.

"No it's fine F.R.I.D.A.Y. I'll just go there." you replied. As you walked near the lab you heard voices talking. Entering the lab Bucky was on an exam table and Bruce looking over his metal arm. They were video chatting with Tony about whatever. Tony was the first to notice you entrance.

"Agent (Y/L/N)." Tony said calmly looking your way. The other two both turned in your direction.

"(Y/N), I have to talk to you." Bucky said sternly. You were taken back by his tone and your small smile went away. You nodded as he directed you to the living room area.

"What's wrong Bucky? You're scaring me." you said quietly.

"I have to go on a mission (Y/N)." he said sadly.

"Ok, how long are you going to be gone for?" you asked.

"That's the thing, (Y/N). Umm...I'm going to be gone for 9 months." he paused. "Tony said he wanted me and Banner to go with him to England to get some leads on HYDRA."

"Well, why can't I go with you guys?" you asked.

"I'm sorry (Y/N). Tony said he just wanted us three to go." he sighed. "(Y/N), I don't know if I could do a long distance relationship. I know we've been dating for 3 months and it has been great, but..." Bucky hesitated, "I think we just need a break." he avoided eye contact through his whole plea. "I'm sorry, (Y/N). I gotta get packing." he sighed as he rushed out of the lab.

Bucky began to pack up for the mission. He felt guilty for putting an end to your guys' relationship. When he finished packing up his stuff and exited his room. As he began to walk away from his room he passed your door. He set down his suitcase and stood at the closed door. He looked a the door and raised his hand about to knock. He paused and though "Maybe she's mad at me...I shouldn't say anything to hurt her even more." He stepped away from your door and began to walk towards the elevators.

Meanwhile, you sat in your room thinking as tears began to fall down your face. "Why the hell are you feeling sad (Y/N). It was bound to happen. You are a strong independent woman, fuck him for ending your relationship." you said to yourself as you took a deep breath and wiped away the tears. You exited your room seeing the elevator doors close.

About 2 months Bucky left you were trying to forget about the whole breakup situation and trained to keep your mind out of the gutter. You were throwing punches at a punching bag while Sam held the back of it to keep it from moving around.

"So, (Y/N) I heard you are single again." he said with a devilish smirk. You happily scoffed at his remark and nodded yes. "I was wondering if you wanna go out sometime?" he asked.

"I'm very flattered Sam, but I'm just trying to recover and find myself." you said kindly. He nodded understanding and his shoulder slumped a bit. "But hey, we could go and get a drink sometime. Maybe find you a girl." you said winking at Sam.

He laughed. "Yeah, I like that. Hey who knows you could probably be a better wingman than Steve and Bucky combined. I mean you're a woman and you know how other women think." he said happily. You both finished your training and began to exit the gym. As you left you waved Sam goodbye as you headed to the kitchen to get a snack. When you walked into the kitchen Steve was there making breakfast. It looked like he just came back from a jog.