Our First Year: To All The Boys I've Loved Before(Book 4)

Chapter 12

"Baby?" I hear Peter knock on the door again. I open the door slowly, "I'm- I'm pregnant!" I whisper. I hug him, I don't let go. At first I was scared of the thought of being pregnant, but now I'm so excited! I already know what I'm going to name our baby if it's a boy! "I'm so happy." Peter whispers, a tear is now rolling down his cheek. We're both crying, happy tears I hope. The only people that know other than me(duh) is Margot, Peter and Kitty. Me and Peter decide to wait and tell people until I'm exactly 3 months. I think Margot will figure it out, and Kitty too. When Margot calls back and asks for the results I say, "We'll tell you when we're ready." My eyes are red and swollen, so that may or may not throw her off. I schedule an appointment with an OB-GYN. Margot's friend Chloe, became an OB-GYN and she works with my dad. I have already decided that I'm going to have a female gynecologist and it's not going to be my dad. The appointment is at 9 am tomorrow morning. The next morning I wake up to morning sickness. It sucks. I think I'm going to absolutely hate this pregnancy. I'm nervous because to be honest I've only ever gone to a gynecologist twice, once when I was like 15 and the other time was just a few months ago. When we get there I see a bunch of pregnant women sitting there in the waiting room. We find two seats and sit down, I rest my head on Peter's shoulder while we wait. I think Peter's feeling awkward and nervous because he's literally the only guy in the room. My dad says that not many husbands/baby daddy's actually show up. I guess he was right. Gosh, I'm so lucky to have Peter! It felt like forever but soon I hear a nurse call my name; "Lara Jean Kavinsky." Peter and I get up and follow her walking hand in hand. She leads us to a room, the walls are a pastel yellow and there's one pastel blue wall. The nurse motions for us to take a seat. "Are you Dr. Covey's daughter?" She asks. "Yes, I'm Laura Jean, this is my husband, Peter." I say smiling. "Yes, I'll get Dr. Hansfeild, But first fill out this form." She smiles and closes the door behind her. I think I remember her from the time dad brought me to the clinic, when I was 12 to show me that, all women go through the same exact things. The form is basically an insurance form, which I hand over to Peter because I don't do taxes, pay bills, or deal with insurance that's Peter's job in this marriage. "Nervous?" He asks me squeezing my hand, "Not really." I lie, I'm terrified of this place. Someone knocks on the door, "Come in," I call. I remember Chloe, Short black hair, tan skin, very skinny. "Hello, I'm Dr. Chloe Hasfeild. Now my nurse says that your Dr. Covey's daughter." She smiles looking over the paper work. "Yes, that's me. This is my husband Peter." I say, she shakes Peter's hand. "Yes, Your Peter Kavinsky, I went to Alder High a few years back, you were Sophomore when I was a Senior." She smiles. I don't think Peter remembers her, but he nods anyway. She asks me some questions and then she does an ultrasound. She rubs cold 'jelly' on my stomach, it tickles. Peter squeezes my hand when we see our baby pop up onto the screen for the very first time. I love my baby already so much! "Lara Jean, It looks like your 2 months pregnant." She says. Funny, I thought for sure I had conceived on the trip, guess not. This is the moment that I realize it's real, that I have a tiny human growing inside of me. I hear it's heartbeat for the first time and a tear rolls down my face, the I see a tear roll down Peter's face, then of course I tear up some more. "I love you." He whispers. "I love you too." I say still whispering back. I peck his lips. We got to do an ultrasound and listen to the baby's heartbeat all in one visit! "So, I'll run some tests, just to double check everything! We'll be able to find out the baby's gender in the next appointment!" I get all excited! When we find out the gender I already know I want me and Peter to be the first ones to know, and the doctor. We are going to tell my dad and Trina about the baby tonight since Kitty and Margot kind of already know.