Stay High (Harry Styles Fanfic, possibly british 2)

Preggers pt.2

•Ella's pov•

"YOURE WHAT" I spit out my tea all over myself as the words processed in my mind

"I'm pregnant and afraid. like naked and afraid except I'm currently wearing clothes" even though what she said made very little sense I understood what she was saying. this is just like Lana too. I mean she can handle any situation she is thrown at her as long as it's not her own. when it's her own situation she flips and doesn't know what to do. if she would just chill for a minute and think she would be fine.

"ok how do you know your pregnant. please tell me you didn't buy a cheap test from the dollar store that probably isn't even reliable." now I'm starting to freak out, I need to calm down.

" No I missed a few periods, and then I developed morning sickness so I went to the doctor. apparently I'm 3 months in and Zayn is in the UK spending time with his friends so I have no one to talk to here in New York. I can't tell zany anyway, I don't even know if its his. your the only person I could think of to call that might not judge me."

" ok I'm not going to talk to you anymore about this. over the phone, get a plane ticket as soon as you can and fly out here to LA text me when your about to land and ill come out to get you. you will be fine just stay calm..." I waited a while for a response, all I heard was steady heavy breathing

"alright ill be there first thing in the morning, I'm leaving now to catch the next plane." and with that she hung up

maybe this is what was needed to restore our friendship, something tragic. or at least something that seems tragic st the moment.

something Lana said replayed in my mind all night "I can't tell zayn, I don't even know if it's his." I wonder if all this time Lana has been experiencing the same type of stuff I went through and she just wouldn't admit it to anyone.

Or maybe right after she told me she couldn't be friends with me anymore she made a bad decision and kept it to herself so she wouldn't be judged.

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"Ok so you said you don't know if it's Zayns, Lan I know you don't want to even think about this but you have got to tell me who else you had sex with. Wait, why have you been having unprotected sex anyway. No actually scratch that, I thought you were a virginity pledge!" my thoughts were racing as I stared at my old friend

"First off I am not a virginity pledge and secondly the only other person I've had sex with was... I can't tell you, your going to judge me and tell me I'm a horrible person. My life is over." she wailed and spastically shoved her head onto the nearby couch cushion

"Tell me Lana, you have to talk to me if you want help. I can't read your mind. sooner or later Zayn is going to find out. I suggest sooner, you need to go ahead and tell him."

"Luke! it was Luke! it was only one night and we were both drunk, we had been out clubbing and he took me back to his place. Ella if I had been sober I would have never cheated on Zayn. I Love him." Love, that word struck a nerve and I felt uneasy

"Luke Hemmings?" I asked

She nodded and my heart filled with pain for Lana. Luke used to be her teen heart throb, her celebrity crush. I know how much she loved Zayn, I could never see her with anyone other than him.

"Ok babe. You need to talk to Zayn about all of this. I'll come along with you if you want, but you have to tell him. I know for a fact that he will love that baby, even if it is Luke's. And you want to know why? It because he loves you, he will forgive you, it may take time but I swear it he will." I tried to offer her a small smile but a tear snuck out of my eye. One I hadn't even felt I was holding back.

And after that one year they just seemed to keep comming. it was the first time I had cried in months, years maybe. at least they were the first tears I knew the reason behind.

Love.

Love doesn't have to just be between an boy and a girl,or a man and his daughter.

Love is something that can be shared by anyone, it's something you wont even notice is there in many circumstances.

Love was the reason Lana and I had been re-uninted. Not even distance could tear us appart, she found her way back into my crappy life and for that I am greatful. words cannot express the joy I am feeling right now.

After all this time, she came back, I thought she hated me. I thought I was unloveable, but somehow my bestfriend showed me, though becoming pregnant, that I'm not. And I don't need any boy to make me feel worth something.

Lana cried along with me, I moved over to where she was sitting and we cried in eachothers arms. it felt like it had been a life time since we had shared a moment like this. I'm sure this scene was hysterical, two grown girls sobbing on an appartment floor.

I know id laugh if only I could stand back and see myself.

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I know this chapter is short but I wanted to get in at least one update this week. I'm struggling with an identity crisis so if the next few chapters are dramatic and squishy I'm sorry haha.

BIG HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL ILYSM

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