Does he love me?

I HATE MYSELF

Alice POV:

UGH!!! Why do I allow him to do this to me!? I allow him to just hurt me like I'm a piece of meat! Like I have no emotions! I HATE MYSELF FOR EVEN LIKING HIM. I HATE HIM. I HATE THE FACT IM IN A BATHROOM STALL CRYING MY EYES OUT!

I suddenly hear a knock on the stall door.
"Alice......honey....can you open the door?" I heard Mia say
"Y-yeah.." I say in between sniffles. I wipe my tears from my cheeks, not that it would do much because my eyes were red from crying.
I open the door and straight away Mia runs into me and pulls me into a hug. I hug back straight away. My eyes start to well up again. All the rest of my friends gave my small smiles and rubbed my back.
"It's ok.... he's just a bully with no life....." says Layla
"Yeah, don't listen to him. It would waist your breath, he wouldn't understand you." I chuckle lightly at Jennie's comment. I was so lucky to have these girls in my life.
"How bout we all hang at my place after school? My parents are gonna be at my brothers parents evening 😉." Said Sam.
Sam's dad was a successful lawyer and the mum was an actor. She has played roles like Battle of Drayton, Time Stop, Living with You. Popular movies like that ((A/N: in this story there are real ok!😑😉.) They are mum's barley even home, so it surprises me that she is going, but the dad works in the city, so he mostly takes care of the kids.
"Sure, as long as there's chocolate." We all said in unison. We stood there in silence for 3 seconds and then burst out laughing. Just then the bell rang. We all leave the bathroom and run to the classroom, holding we aren't late

In the classroom

We just managed to make it in time. And lucky that we did because our teacher is very big on timing and if we are late, she will give us a huge lecture on how this will affect your whole life and all that rubbish. That's Miss Brooklyn for you.

We take our seats. I just sit there with a blank face. I'm NOT going to give that dumbass the satisfaction of being upset or annoyed. He doesn't deserve it. He doesn't deserve ME. I'm gonna get over him if I have to kill someone to do it. Look at me I'm talking like a 15 year old 😂.
"Ummm Alice...." I hear someone say
"Yeah." I turn around and see him.... "What do you want?" I glare at him
"Well, ummm I just wanted to say ummm sorry about earlier..."
"It's whatever.." I just say
"So umm are you still coming to mine after school?" He said with a little smile.
Oh shoot I forgot about that. What should I say.... I kinda wanna go, but then again, how is that gonna help me get over him. I didn't know what else to say so I just blurted this out
"Yeah sure!" I smile. Oh god what have I gotten myself into.
"Cool." He reply's and looks down back at his work.

After class

After class Sam came running up to me
"Heyyyyy, you excited to go to my place." She smiled
"Yeah about that.... I kinda promised Jason I would work on the project with him, but you can go without me...." I faintly smiled at her
"Well.... ok, but make good choices." She winked at me and walked away. I started to blush super hard. Just then Jason came up to me. I quickly hid my face, waiting for my red cheeks to fade. I felt him tap my shoulder.
"Hey, you ready to go, my mums waiting."
"Yeah, yeah let's go."
"Alright then, let's go."
Oh my god Oh my god Oh my god, IM MEETING JASON JACHARY'S MUM!!!! Okay okay Alice calm down, it's no big deal. Yeah no big deal my ass!
"Ummm Alice....You coming...." said Jason.
"What? Oh yeah yeah, sorry, just thinking" I replied.
"Okay, well we better go, otherwise my mums gonna kill me." He chuckled.
I smiled and continued to follow him out of the school courtyard and to him mums car.

"Hi sweetie! Is it possible you've gotten more handsome than this morning?" She asked by looking at us through the mirror.
He started to blush "Mummmmmmm, your embarrassing me....." he blushed
"Oh sorry, didn't mean to embarrass you in front of this lovely young lady, sorry, what's your name?" She asked
"My names Alice, nice to meet you ma'am."
"Awww you seem so lovely, why couldn't Jason be more like you? And please, call me Caroline." She smiled
I nodded
"Okay, we know each other, now can we just go....." He quietly asked
"Okay honey" she said and put her eyes onto the road and started to drive.
She seems really nice. I'm surprised I didn't start to have a panic attack and run out of the car, or even stutter! Wow, I'm shooketh to the core.

The rest of the ride was pretty quiet, I kinda just sat there staring out the window trying to imagine if Jason lives in like one of those Regina George houses because he's one of those like popular kids, or if he's one of those kids who just have a regular home. Caroline kept on talking about her day while Jason just sat there on his phone, nodding at a few things she said, but I doubt he's paying any attention at all to what she was saying.

After about 25 minutes of driving, we pulled up at their driveway. I got out the car. I looked up to see a pretty big house. The walls were nicely painted with white and had a welcome mat at the front. It had 3 floors and had stairs leering up to the balcony and had two lounge chairs with cushions on them.

"Welcome!" Jason's mum exclaimed and opened the door. Oh god, let's hope this goes well......
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Hello my lovely readers. Sorry I haven't posted in like years. I have been really busy. But the holidays are coming up and I should have more time to update. I do have some revision to do but that shouldn't take the whole day. Also, YA GIRL DID OVER 1000 WORDS THIS CHAPTER (1027 to be exact and not including this) I know it's not the most but I'm quite proud of myself. Mkay, have a great Christmas guys! Love y'all! Xxxxx