Look what you made me do

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"Alice, that behaviour I have just seen is COMPLETELY unacceptable. You could have disturbed other classes, which I'm assuming with the level of noise you were making you did." She was saying in a stern voice. I was half looking  at her but some of time time just looking at my feet, nodding my head."

"Alice...." my head shot up
"Look, you are a good student and I have complete trust in you that you won't do this again...."
"So, I have decided that your punishment with just be a break-time detention." I nodded my head and frowned. I had never had a detention before....
"It's not a severe type of detention so it won't show up on your report ok? I would advise you to tell your parents but it's up to you." I nodded. PHEW
"You will have it tomorrow so that Miss Grays can keep an eye on you."
"Okay, now go back to your seat and start working again. I don't want any type of behaviour like this again. Am I clear?"
"Y-yes Miss."
"Good, now go sit down and go work on your project."

I went and sat back at my desk. I just got my iPad and did some research for our report. I didn't try to make eye contact with Jason and I could tell he didn't want to make eye contact either. I can't believe I just did that.... THE WHOLE FUCKING CLASS KNOWS I HAVE A CRUSH ON JASON!!! FUCK MY LIFEEEEEE. I'm never gonna make it out of year 8 alive.

"Okay class, it's time for break. You can leave now." She didn't have to tell me twice. I practically jumped out my seat and ran for the door. I ran straight to the bathroom and slammed the stall door shut. I hate my life! I started to burst into tears. I can't believe it! The whole class knows I like Jason! HE knows! Omg I'm so dead. Not to mention I have to work on this project with him for a whole fricken term!! How am I supposed to cope with that! Just then I heard a knock on the stall door.
"Hey..... you ok in there...." I heard a voice say. But it wasn't any of my friends. It sounded like a boys voice? What the heck? I wiped my tears away and opened the stall door.
"RYAN!? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN HERE!!" I screamed.
"I-I-I just w-wanted to know i-if you w-were okay after you know.....what happened..." He stuttered out.
I was shook. Ryan Reese is CONCERNED about me!? What the fucking hell is happening to my life.
"I ummm y-yeah I'm okay, it's just. Whyyyyy are you in the girls bathroom.....?" I questioned, pretty interested in what he was going to answer.
"Welllll..... like I said I just wanted to know if you were ok ya know." He said
"Yeah but like.... oh never mind." I muttered under my breath. "Well, we better get going now so ummm yeah."
"Oh yeah sure." I replied and we left the bathroom.

I was now in the courtyard with all mah squad. I think they are just trying to avoid the thing that happened during class. Which is kinda hard to do, so we just end up sitting around in awkward silence.
"So, what's everyone gonna do after school." I asked, trying to make a conversation.
"Well, I'm going to a movie with Erik." Said Bailey. Oh, just so you know Bailey has a boyfriend. So does Sam, but it's like a long distance relationship. They met on ROBLOX but they got closer and well yeah. He lives in Ohio though. Names Jude. His 1 year older. They FaceTime all the time, even when we are hanging out. Can't imagine how much her phone bill is.
"Book clubbbbbb." Exclaimed Bailey, Jennie and Sam. I nodded
"Nice." I said
"Meh nothin much......" Said Mia. But I could see a short of lying face on her. I have known this girl for years now, if she thinks she can get anything past me she's got another thing coming.
"Oh really..... who's the boy?" I straight up ask her.
"Boy!? Say what? No no no no.... I ummm am just gonna you know, study for that Spanish test we have...."
"Yeah umm Meemee (her nickname, say it how it is spelt) we had that test LAST week." I chuckled.
"Yeah well whatever.....!"
"Girl, just tell us" I laugh
"Okay okay! His name is Dylan and we met at Starbucks, and we exchanged numbers and we are just gonna go to the park."
"Oooohhhhhh our girls gonna get her first man!! Ayyyyyyyy." I shout and we all start bursting out laughing. Ahhhh good times. Just then the bell rang. Dang it.

We all got back into the classroom and take our seats. I sit with my head down, hoping to avoid any contact with Jason. I hear a slump at the desk. Okay Alice, you can do this. No eye contact. You got this.
"Okay class, time for French, please get your books out."

Legit the whole time I was just sitting in my seat staring at the wall. I hate french (no hate) I mean, I'm not moving to a country that doesn't speak English okay!? Pfffft. I look around the classroom to see Ryan staring at me with paper in his hand. He was opposite me and so I discreetly and quickly took the note. Are you as bored as I am. I look up and give him a small smile. I write oh please, I'm probs 50000 times more, I pass the note back. Then he writes something again. Well that's sort of impossible. But I'm sure you will still get like an A in it even if  you just stare at the wall the whole time ;). Awwwww I thought to myself I look up and put my hand over my heart and give him a smile. Wow, who knew you could be so sweet. Who blackmailed you? I give it back. There are a lot of things you don't know about me princess. Princess? The eff? I look at him with a questionable look. He just smirks and looks back at the board. I am so confused.
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