Does he love me?

I've had enough

I've 'bin all through the country from LA to Kentucky, met a good girl in Huston and she knows. That their are bad girls in Paris, no they wanna get marr-

I slammed off my alarm. Though it did pain me to do so, I do love these girl (the name of the song by WDW, highly recommend listening to it 😉.) Ughhhhh, I HATE mornings so much...... it should be illegal to wake up this early. Anyway, I best get up or I'll be late and have to get another lecture about how this effects my whole future. Okay, I'm getting up now.

I sit up on my bed and just stair at the floor for about a minuet. Then, finally I got up and walked to my dresser. Hmmm let's see, what should I wear today... AHA! Yes, I'm gonna wear my new flower crop top and my new jeans. Perfect. I quickly get dressed and walk down the stairs not in a rush, just because I still have 20 minutes before I have to leave the house.

"Morning sweetie! How'd you sleep?" She asked as she was cooking my brother eggs.
"Good." I simply said
"Do you want some eggs?" She asked
"Na, I'm just gonna make myself some porridge."
So I made myself some porridge and sat down at the table and scrolled through instagram for a bit.Wow, I'm a good cook. And I'm so modest.

I think I may have made it seem I had more time than I did. Unfortunately, I only realised that I was 10 MINUTES LATE TO LEAVE THE HOUSE. CRAP. I quickly eat the last 2 spoonfuls of my porridge and ran up the stairs, grabbed my phone and my project notes, iPad and shoved it in my bag. Screw dental hygiene. I run down the stairs. I put in my headphones and turn on 'These Girls' to make up for when I got up. Okay, Alice, you are getting to school on time! This can only mean one thing.... I have to run. Oh god I'm shuddering at the thought. Okay, 3...2...1!

15 minutes of running later

Oh. My. God. I am NEVER running again. I swear if I ran for one more minute, my lungs would have collapsed and I would have died from exhaustion. Phew, I need to work out more. Okay. I'm here. I walked into the entrance gates on the school, with 2% of my energy left.
"Girlllllll!!!" I hear a familiar voices scream across the courtyard.
"Heyyyyyyy!!!" I scream back and walk over to my friends like it's been the first time I have seen them in 20 years. Walk because I don't have nearly enough energy to run
We all get into a group hug. Don't judge us okay, we're extra.

"You look like you just ran a marathon girl, what the hell did you do!?" Jennie asked
"Oh, I had to run to school. ''Twas the worst experience of my life." I said
"Poor you!" Bailey said "Anyway, how was Jason's yesterday?" Bailey asked with a smirk on her face.
I rolled my eyes "fine, Bailey, I'm in year 8, what do you thinks gonna happen." She just shrugged and smiled.
"Whatever you say......" She said as she looked in a random direction.
"Anyway, how was your evening."
"Meh" said Layla "Sams parents ended up coming home because her brothers parents evening was cancelled, so we all just went home."
"Well dang, that sucks for you."
"YASSSS, hashtag why don't we reference!!" Mia shouted. Oh, did I mention Mia is also a huge Why Don't We fan, well she is.
Just then the bell rang and we all lined up.

In the classroom

Today thank god we didn't have assembly so we just had form time. So we could just read or talk with the person next to us. I was just on my iPad (the school gives us them) texting on our friend group chat, when the teacher said

"Okay kids, we are going to start our first period just working on our projects."
We all nodded and I  took out our project.
"Okay, so do you want to do the research or....."
"Yeah like I'm gonna help you, you can work do it."
What the fuck did he just say, I ain't doing all the work for this!

"Ummm, I'm not doing all the work for this, it's a PARTNER project." I said my blood boiling at this point at the fact he thinks he can boss me around.
"Look, I never asked to be partners with you. Also, you probably don't want my horrible work on your precious project."
I will kill him. Just then Miss Brooklyn walked out of the class
"I'll be back in 2 minutes, keep working, I don't want any miss behaving while I'm gone." Then she left the room

I looked back at Jason. There is no way he is pushing me around anymore.
"Look Mr Knowitall, I'm not here to do all the work, I never asked to be partners with some cocky, self absorbed, annoying bully either!" I was starting to shout at this point, and a few of my classmates turning their heads towards me, but I didn't care.
"Do you have any awareness for anyone else feelings!? It's not just about you all the time!!" I stood up, looking down at him with a straight face and I could see the shock in his face.
"I'm done being pushed around and you thinking that I'm just an stupid object!!! I'm not!!" I turn round to see all faces on me, all with them with mouths wide open, only Maddison and Jessica smirking, but I didn't care about their opinions, I have been holding in how I feel for too long.

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE? TO LOVE SOMEONE THAT TREATS YOU LIKE RUBBISH. THAT DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOUR WELLBEING OR YOU!? NO, YOU DON'T!" Tears started to well up in my eyes, my face red from anger.

"ALICE PETERSON, WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!?" I hear a voice shout from the doorway. Oh shoot
"Come to my desk! Now!" Oh god I'm so dead.
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Hey people! Sorry I haven't updated in years, my mum took my iPad away for 'family time.' Anyway, I'm back now. Hope y'all enjoyed this chapter and yes I'm giving you guys a cliffhanger because I'm evil. Okay I'll try and update as much as I call. Mkay, love y'all ❤️❤️❤️