A/N: Y'all I swear I'm obsessed with a different player every week😂😂 I was on a Marshon Lattimore high for about 3 weeks and somehow Joey Bosa managed to sneak his way into my life and I HAVE NO IDEA HOW!!! Anyways enjoy this story, I'll sure enjoy writing it as I write and sip on my whiskey sour😂😆 I live a good underage life..
It was 2 am and I was leaning over the bathroom sink, feeling sick to my stomach. That is what happens when you're pregnant.. Yes, I'm pregnant, and I haven't told my husband, Joey yet. I took a pregnancy test while he was at football practice a couple days ago and it came back positive. I also went to the doctor and they confirmed it. I'm too scared if I tell him he'll get mad and leave me. It's so early in his career and we haven't talked about kids yet, I don't know if he wants any just yet also because we just got married a couple months ago.
I myself was nervous about having a child. When I was a kid my childhood wasn't the best. I was sexually abused by my dad when I was 13, and because of it he and my mom ended up getting a divorce. Life was hard without a dad, my mom had to do everything for me and my 2 sisters. She had help from my Aunt, but for the most part it was just her. She did a phenomenal job as a single mother raising 3 kids, I envy her so much because of it. I want to give my child the childhood I never had. I already know Joey's gonna be an amazing dad, he's so good with kids. I just hope I can be a great mom, just like my mom was to me after my dad left.
I'm 23 now, and haven't talked to my dad in 10 years. He wasn't invited to my wedding, and he sure as hell wont be invited over to meet my baby. I do feel the slightest bit guilty about leaving him out of all my big life moments, but then I think back to what he did and it only takes me half a second to re think my guilt.
My thoughts were interrupted by a strong pair of arms wrapping around my waist. My stomach pains were relieved as I fell back into my husbands bare chest as he kept his strong grip around my waist, while placing his head on top of mine. "You okay babe?" He asked. "Mmm hmm, just feel a little sick, I'm fine though." I said, and turned around in his grip to give him a hug." He planted a kiss atop my head. "Wanna go back to bed?" He asked. I shook my head yes and wrapped my arms tighter around his neck while bouncing up and down on my tippy toes, signaling to him that I wanted him to carry me back to bed. He got the memo and kept his tight grip around my waist as I jumped into his arms, wrapping my legs around his torso. (Okay just FYI I am getting major chills while writing this it's so damn cute also I used the word grip 3 TIMES in this paragraph I'm-)
As we got back into bed I laid my head on my chest as he wrapped his arms around me. He kissed my head as we said our goodnights and drifted back off to sleep.
*Time Skip*
I shot up from my sleep sweating with my heart pounding and my breathing fast and heavy. I hate nightmares. I just had a flashback dream from what had happened with my dad, and then a "in the future dream" about what happened when I told Joey I was pregnant and let's just say, it was not good. My heavy breathing and panting must've woke Joey up because he sat up and started rubbing my back. "Bad dream?" He asked in a tired voice. Poor boy, this is the second time I've woken him up tonight and he has practice today. I nodded my head yes and leaned into his side. "You wanna talk about it?" He asked. "Not right now." I said. He continued to soothingly rub my back as tears started flowing out of my eyes. I have to tell him now, I can't wait any longer.
"Actually, there is something I need to talk to you about." I said. He leaned over and turned the bedside lamp on. "What's up babe." He said and looked concerned. I took a deep breathe in and out. "Just say it. He wont be mad, he loves you." I thought over and over in my head before I finally just blurted it out.
"Joe, I'm pregnant." I said. A huge smile immediately took over his face. "Seriously?! You're pregnant?!!" He asked. I nodded my head yes and wiped a few tears away that had fallen. "Babe, why are you crying?? This is great!!" He said and gave me a hug. As we pulled away I asked "It is?" "Well of course!! We're having a baby together!! Aren't you happy?" He asked. "Yes of course I'm happy, I didn't know if YOU were gonna be happy about it." I said honestly. He frowned, "Why wouldn't I be happy about it?" He asked. "I don't know, we've never talked about having a baby before and it's only your 3rd year in the league. I didn't know if you'd think having a baby would ruin your life and career, and I thought that you'd leave me when I told you." I said.
He took my small hands in his large ones and held them. "Y/N, I love you. You are my life, and my career isn't going anywhere, and neither am I. I am so ecstatic that I'm going to be a dad, and I wouldn't want anyone else to be the mom." He said and I smiled. "Really?" I asked. "Absolutely." A HUGE wave of relief swept over me. This has been bothering me for days.
"Wow finding out I'm having a baby at 4 in the morning is definitely not how I was expecting to start my day." He said and I laughed. "Yeah, sorry I woke you up again. I'm glad I finally told you though." I said. "How long have you known?" He asked. "3 days." I said. "BABE! You found out you were pregnant 3 days ago and you're just now telling me?!" He asked. "Ugh I know I suck! I was just so nervous, I didn't know what your reaction was gonna be." I said. He gave me a "really bitch" look and we both laughed.
After talking about it for a few more minutes we decided to go back to sleep for the few more hours we could sleep until Joey had to get up for practice. He turned the lamp off and we cuddled back up again. "So, what gender are you hoping for?" I asked him. He let out a hmm and said "A girl. I want a little princess that's a perfect combination of me and you." He said. (UGHH FUCKIN' CHILLS AMIRIGHT????) I smiled so big, he would protect that little girl with his life. "Me too. I want a mini me." I said and he laughed. "I want to give them the childhood that I never had. With endless love from a mom and a dad. I know they're gonna have that." I said. Joey held me closer and kissed my head. "And I promise, to be the best dad I can possibly be to our little girl or boy." He said and I smiled. "You're gonna be a perfect dad, I know it. Thank you for making me the happiest girl in the world, I can't wait to meet our little bundle of joy." I said. He kissed my head again. "Me neither babe." He said as we both drifted off to sleep once again.
A/N: Okay this is definitely my favorite imagine I've written so far and I really hope you guys enjoyed it because it took me quite awhile to write :))
Bosa is so cute and I want the Panthers to draft his brother Nick so bad but there's no way in hell that's happening, he'll more than likely be the first pick in the draft :/// (THIS IS WHY I KEEP SAYING LET'S JUST TANK!!1!!11!!!)
Anyways did y'all watch the Chargers vs. Chiefs game on Thursday night?!! It was SO good!!! Like finally a good Thursday night game, gosh. At first I was rooting for the Chiefs because I like them but towards the end I started pulling for the Chargers because one of my best friends is a fan and we were snapping throughout the game and if they won they'd clinch a playoff spot (which they DID!!!) and they haven't been to the post season in awhile so I figured why not root for em' plus ya know my new mans plays for them so (;
Who do you guys think will win the AFC West?? The Chiefs and Chargers are tied for it right now since the Chargers won that game the other night. It's crazy to think that the Chiefs could end up a wildcard spot after the season they had, or that the Chargers could finish with 12 or 13 wins and still be the 5th seed in the AFC because they're in the Chiefs division like it's crazy. Personally I hope the Chiefs get it only because I think it would make Mahomes case for MVP even stronger.
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