I Wish

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TAEHYUNG'S POV

"Owww!!!"

I turned around to see Kookie crouched down while clutching onto his stomach. I quickly crouched down next to him and asked "Are you okay, Kookie?!! I'm sorry!!!" Then suddenly, Kookie laughed. Not like I can hear his laugh, anyway. But, his expression tells me that he's laughing.

I looked at him like he's gone crazy and he seem to notice me looking at him that way, cause he stopped and is looking at me with a serious but pained face. "I'm alright, Tae. It's actually my fault for surprising you.." he said and chuckled at his last word. Then, he looked at me shocked. I was confused at first, but then, he stretched out his hand to my face and wiped the tear on my cheek.

I didn't even realised I was crying. But, once I realised that I was crying, I cried even harder. Kookie hugged me and rubbed circles on my back. Then, out of the blue, my lips slipped out the words. "I wish I could hear your voice..." once the words came out, I clamped my mouth shut and looked up at Kookie in horror. Kookie looked down at me with sad eyes.

JUNGKOOK'S POV

When Tae said that, I couldn't help but feel sad and useless. Useless as I can't help him get his hearings back. And sad cause he wanted to hear my voice... then, I remembered the time where I asked Hoseok hyung about it... I knew it was a lonely feeling. Not being able to hear anything.

It's a scary, yet lonely feeling. You knew that you are surrounded by people that loves you for who you are, yet you feel as if you're not with them as all you could hear is silence... not their voices, not their laughter, and not their voice that calls out to you. But what makes you even more devastated is when, you can't hear the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with say "I love you" to you.

If being deaf, feels like this, what would it be like when you're mute or blind... being scared to go out to explore the world as you can't see... or scared to interact with sign languages that give away the fact that you're mute... The world is full of injustice people... but god itself has its own way on how to make people live their lives.

Some may think that God and fate hates them for letting them be born in those kinds of family, or even blame god and fate unfair for taking something away from them... but god and fate have their own way on wanting how you'll be living your lives. It's only up to us humans on how we cope up with the way we live.

You blame god and fate for everything that you got but you hate it... when there are others who would of appreciate the things you have more than you do, but doesn't get any... you have a perfect body while others are impaired, yet you use it the way you weren't supposed to. You hate god for making you born in this world, while others die in their mothers womb and didn't even get to step out their foot on this world and explore the things that we've seen.

You hate your family for asking about your well-being and for caring about you, while others just get ignored, discriminated and abused by their own family. You use people for money, while others give money to help people in need. You're thinking of killing yourself just because your parents loves you and give you kisses and baying you even though you're already a teenager, while others could only think on why their parents doesn't love them.

By the time I snapped out of my thoughts, Tae was already sleeping in my arms. I smiled softly at his cuteness and kissed his forehead. I held him in a bridal style and walked towards our shared bedroom and went to bed while cuddling him. Minutes after, I went to dream land.

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I'm so sorry for the late update!🙇

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