the untold

What does it mean

      Today will be different I will smile and and act as if nothing is wrong, even though everything is wrong. All I ever wanted since I was young was to make friends and live my life. So far I have done none of those things. I keep trying to make friends at school but no one wants to talk to the new kid.

         As I walked into the school I noticed something was different people were staring as at me. I couldnt figure out why. They were whispering and pointing, which of course made me fill awkward.

        I kept walking to my locker until I realized what everyone was talking about. My locker had the words. . . .

Three days earlier

         It was six in the morning when my first alarm of the morning went off. I got up and picked out a cute outfit for the day, and when I was done I left for school. 
   
        As I walked into the building like any other day, went to my locker and started walking to my first class. When I shot my locker I noticed a girl staring at me from afar. After a few minutes she walked over and began to introduce herself.

         "Hi, you must be the new girl. My name is Christina, what is your name?" She asked with a wicked smile across get face.

          "Lexi." Was all I could say because I just wasn't in the mood for miss popular pretending to be nice.

           "What a beautiful name, I was wondering if you wanting to join me and a few friends for lunch?" She asked and if course I couldn't refuse. 

           After that I headed to class but got distracted when I saw Damon. He gave me a nod to follow him and I did. He lead us straight to the boys bathroom which of course was super awkward.

         "What are you doing here??" I asked trying to rush the conversation.

         "I just wanted to make sure that you weren't doing anything stupid." Was all he said as he walked right out of the bathroom.

        As I walked out of the boys bathroom I ran into someone. I looked up and saw a tall boy with dirty blond hair and brown eyes staring straight down at me.

          "Is this the boys bathroom?" He asked looking at the mens bathroom sign.

         At that moment I was completely embarrassed and told him yes and walked off.

        When the lunch bell rang I headed to the cafeteria and began looking for Christina. After about three minutes or so I found her sitting at a table towards the back.

         When I reached the table she began introducing me to others at the table. There was Star who had black hair and brown eyes, and Deborah who also had black hair but green eyes.

         We got in line and got some food while we waited for Christina's boyfriend to show up.  After we had finished eating he finally showed up, and low and behold it was the guy I ran into at the boys bathroom.

        "Hey Luke, meet out new friend Lexi." Christina said as Luke looked at me with amusement. Probably from our counter earlier in the day.

        After lunch I went to the rest of my classes and begam to walk home after Aunt Caroline forgot to pick me up. During the walk it started pouring down rain. At one point I made it to a bridge where I sat down hoping the rain would stop.

        The sign on the bridge said "Wickery Bridge" I had heard the name before but couldnt quite place it. After ten minutes of sitting in the rain I decided to just keep walking, and when I finally reached home it was 4pm.
 
          When I reached the front door I realized that the mail had run but no one had grabbed it yet. So, as I walked by the front door and picked it wondering who had received mail.

     One for stefan, three for damon, a bunch of clothing magazines for Caroline, and one letter for me. 
   
       When I noticed the letter I didn't know who it was from since i really didnt have any friends in New York. The return address was from somewhere in Europe. As I walked inside no one was home so I decided to open it.

       The letter stated
My Dearest Lexi.
     I know that you may not understand, but someday you will. I never meant for this to happen. I hoped that one day we could be a family amd live happily ever after but that can not happen. I am so sorry but the time has come for you to know that I left to protect you. I was planning on returning to you but they have found me again. I know that you will probably hate me more than what you already do, but one day we will meet and I will tell you who your father is. Please forgive me.
       Ps. This won't be the last letter I send.

Love your mother.

     I had tears running down my face and all i could think about was what does this mean.
     
WILL BE CONTINUED. . .