So many secrets

Chapter fourteen: seven min.

Toni POV
I can't believe I told Cheryl that . It hurt my heart telling Cheryl I won't give us a chance.I basically blow any chance I had with her.but it was for the best . I can't bring Cheryl in my fucked up life . I just wish it didn't hurt so bad.

I text Jughead telling him to pick me up instead .I heard motorcycles outside my house. I open the door to see Jughead and Sweetpea on motorcycles.

I open the door "Jughead I'm not getting on that."

"Why you scared ?" Sweetpea laugh

"No I drove one before from my last foster home."

"Then what's the problem ? Get on the bike."

I don't want to share a bike. They already think I'm gay." I joke as they all laugh

"Just get on ."Jughead said before I hop on the motorcycle.as we drove off We end up in a trailer park.

"This is where your grandpa lives Toni. We live here too." Jughead said.

I see an older man approach me .
" hey Toni look at you. You grow up so fast." He says hugging me

"I'm sorry do I know you?" I ask

"Yeah you know me .I'm family I'm your grandfather Toni. Are should I say Antoinette." He whisper the last part in my ear.My whole body froze .

"Come my boy let's talk ." He says wrapping my arms around my shoulder.we walked in his trailer. The boys follow behind us.
" guys I want to talk to my grandson in private."

"Okay we will wait outside."Jughead say before closing the door.

"Sit down my boy." My grandpa said. I sat down waiting for him to talk.

" I didn't know your parents left you in Greendale. I look for you every where. I couldn't find you."

"How did you know I was a girl?"

He smile " your mother told me you wanted to identify as a male and I respect that . I don't care if you want to be a girl or boy. I love you Toni and I want to be in your life."

"I want you in my life to. I never had a family. I'm just so happy I have you now ." I say hugging him.

We talk for awhile getting to know each other better. " so are you seeing anyone?" My grandfather ask.

"No ,but I am interested in this girl name Cheryl . She's so beautiful and perfect." I say in a dream "but I mess everything up and now she probably hates me."

"Toni you haven't mess anything up . Just open up to her .you have to let someone in.I know you don't want to be old and alone like me." He jokes

" you not alone grandpa you have me now."

"That's great." He says smiling " I want to show you something." He say before heading outside . I saw the boys rolling a motorcycle

"I want you to have my motorcycle ."

"I can't take that.its yours and I wouldn't  feel right."

"Toni I'm to old to be riding around and I want to give it to my grandson. I know it doesn't make up for lost time but I'm trying."

"Thanks grandpa." I say before hugging him.

"Now tell me why you decided to dye your hair the same color as cotton candy?"my grandpa ask causing all of us to laugh.

Next day At school....

I was walking down the hall looking for Cheryl ,I was so piss .what is wrong with that girl. She was giving me a hard time today.When all of a sudden I was shoved into the lockers.