Toni POV
"Cheryl please talk to me." I whine like a child. She's being so damn stubborn.
"Why should I huh? You didn't care about my feelings when you stood me up for those scum bags."She says with a mixture of anger and sadness. I could tell she was hurt.
"But it wasn't my fault Cheryl. I didn't know it was going to happened today.honestly you got to believe me." I told her in the up most sincere
"Toni you hurt me okay. I can't be with someone who doesn't care about me or my time. Look at me , I'm all dress up and for what Toni!besides I don't date serpents ."She says firmly
"Cheryl look I'm sorry ." I say walking closer to her
" leave Toni I'm done with this conversation and I'm done with you." She yells as tears roll down her beautiful face. She look beautiful in her red dress.
"But " I started
"Just go" her voice broke as she walk towards the door and open it.
I put my head down in defeat as I walk towards the door. When something in my heart told me to don't give up. As corny as it sounds I really care for this girl.
I grab the door out of Cheryl's hand and slam it . She'll thank me later when we get married.
"I'm not going anywhere Cheryl."I say sternly . I was determined
I wasn't going to let her give up on us so easily . We came a long way but there is still so much we don't know about each other .Like me being a girl for one and so yeah we have a long way to go , But we will figure it out later on I hope .
"Okay I'm calling the cops ." she says while pulling out her phone but I grab it out of her hand and put her phone in my back pocket "hey give it back."she yells while reaching to get it back .
"If you wanted to feel on my ass Cheryl all you had to do was ask." I say jokingly as she stop feeling . I laugh more when I saw her cheeks turn red and rolling her eyes.
"Seriously,Cheryl please just hear me out and if you still feel the same way I will leave."
"Okay I'll give you 2 minuets to explain yourself then you can leave ."
"What 2 minuets that not enough time you could at least give me 5 minute ." I said it as a joke but I guess Cheryl took it literally because she then replied " fine 5minutes it is ,then you leave."
"Wait I meant it as A joke I didn't want."
She interrupted me by saying "you're wasting time Toni so make it quick."
"Cheryl you know how I feel about you.and I know you want me to."
She roll her eyes " Toni I don't ."
"No, stop lying to yourself. look me in my eyes and tell me you don't have feelings for me and if you don't I'll leave you alone and never bother you again."
Tears were rolling down her eyes.her mouth open and close "Toni I want you but this is so tiring . We keep going in this same cycle.I feel like you're hiding something from me and I just don't see how this could work. When you're not 100 percent honest with me."
"I know Cheryl I'm just not ready to expose myself to you. I just don't want you to reject me when you find out. Cheryl I know this can work between us I just need another chance. So I ask you." I grab Cheryl hands again
" give us a chance. We could still go on our date."
" Toni we can't ." She shake her head
" why not ? I just think if you."She cut me off
"Toni I can't go out with you now. look at your handsome face .I have to take care of those nasty cuts and bruises on your face."
She says holding my cheeks and smiling at me . We both lean in lips about to touch When the doorbell ring.Talk about bad timing.
Cheryl pull back " that's the girls." She says as she open the door
"Cheryl when I see Toni I'm going to kick his ass . I mean just because he's hot doesn't give him the right to stand you up." Veronica yells
Cheryl move out the way and then the girls see me .
"You jerk how dare you show your face after. Wait what happened to your face?"Veronica ask as she turn her attention to Cheryl
"Cheryl did you do this to Toni ?" Betty ask Cheryl
"Of course not, I would never hurt Toni like that." Cheryl says as she move towards me.lightly touching my bruise cheeks
"So what happened?"Josie ask
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Cheryl kept staring at me" what?" I ask blushing a little.
She had a shy smile "well I want to know if." She stop and take a deep breathe "I want you to spend the night with me? I mean with me and the girls."Cheryl ask.
"I'm not sure Cheryl ." I say rubbing my neck.
"Please Toni I want you to stay. It would mean a lot ."
" what about your mom and dad? I'm pretty sure they'll be upset about you having a guy in your room."
She grin " I think they'll be okay trust me."
I smile " okay then I'll stay ."
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Cheryl insisted I sleep in the same bed as her . Of course I wasn't going to complain,but I did feel bad that the other girls had to sleep on the floor.
I was laying on my back looking at the ceiling ,thinking about my life . Just in a few days . I found out I have a grandpa that's alive . I join a fucking gang and lastly I meant the beautiful Cheryl blossom .
She's the perfect girl and I want to give her the world but I don't know if she's accept me when she finds out I'm a transgender guy. I wouldn't know what to do if she doesn't accept me it'll probably break my heart. Part of me don't ever want tell her and that thought right there hurts like hell.
I felt a soft hand touch my cheek. I move on my side and Cheryl does the same.
"What you thinking about?" Cheryl ask rubbing on my cheek
I smile shyly " you."
" you're so corny Topaz." Cheryl reply and the only thing I can do is smile.
" I know ,I just never met anyone like you Cheryl." I took a breath before continuing " you're
Sensational babe."
A/N
Sorry I took so long 😬 next chapter almost done though.
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FanfictionA new student name Toni Topaz has arrived to Riverdale. Cheryl has a crush on Toni
