a remedy for broken hearts

-7

been walking since 2.am
i got you on my mind
you're always there,
confined in the back of my head
aren't you sick
of torturing my soul
like it's some labyrinth
you can get lost to?
i'm asking myself everyday
why on earth
do we have to meet people
who instantly have a effect on us?
why can't we choose
how we want to be affected?
the way we are acting
isn't the fruit of our intelligence
it's more like a idiocy of our needs,
needs that are not bearable anymore
i guess i still have myself
and even if i can't bare the thought
i still have to learn how to keep breathing
because in the end
i'm all i've got