He kissed me back and then pulled back. "I thought you were mad at me." I shook my head no. "Good because some people missed you." he looked behind me at the entrance. I looked behind me and seen Justin and Maddie each one of them holding one of my children. I seen gracy in front of them looking around for me. I smiled and one else down and she spotted me. She ran towards me and slight hugged me with her teddy bear in one arm and her other arm on my shoulder. I hugged her and heard a slight sniffle. "Its ok mommas here. Its fine." she stopped sniffling and hugged me a little harder. I hugged back and looked up. I picked up gracy and kissed her forehead. I set her down and kissed her forehead one more time. I walked up to Maddie and picked up Alana and then went to Justin and picked up max. I kissed both their foreheads and shed a tear. "I missed you so much." they started crying and I held them close to me. Alana was bigger now than when she was born. A lot bigger. She was about 2 and a half inches taller. She looked like a toddler. Max was a little bit taller but not as tall as Alana. "How long has it been?" I turned to Tristan and he looked down. "A week. You were gone three days and were out for four." I cried a little more. I hugged them more and felt a hug from my side. "How are they not gone?" I asked. "I held them near you and they got better. Alana needed you more than all of us though." Tristan said in my ear. "What?" he nodded. "She was getting sick without being near you." I looked down at Alana and She smiled against my arm. I cuddled up against her and smiled. I gave Max to Tristan and kissed his forehead and tristans cheek. I held Alana A little longer and then walked up to Maddie. "Where's he at?" she grabbed Alana from my hands and I kissed alanas forehead. "His lookout spot. Your guys fav spot." I smiled. "Watch out for her will you I'll be back later." I turned to Tristan and nodded. I walked to Justin and smiled. He smiled back and gave me a side hug. I walked out of the hospital and started walking to the forest. I walked into the forest and walked to a tree and behind a tree and started to get undressed. I changed which hurt but I did it. I took my clothes into my mouth and I took off through the trees whoosing past. It felt good to run again as free as a bird. I jumped over fallen trees and dodged trees. I ran quite fast till a creek came into view. I sped up and jumped it. I ran slower but still pretty fast. I was almost to pack borders when a howling stopped me. I slid to a stop and looked behind me and spotted a big not as big as Tristan or me but a big black wolf. I turned my heel and took off again and it ran after me I whipped through the trees and jumped across the borders where the wolf came across. I ran past the pack house and mindlinked the warriors of the intruder they obeyed and said their welcome backs. I howled and ran through the forest and up the mountain. I was fast and a little exhausted but I was still going. I ran past deer and beaver and other creatures. I kept running. I was almost there and heard a twig snap but didn't acknowledge it I just kept running to the cave. I was at the cave and seen jax on the cliff sitting looking out onto the town and the woods. I walked into the cave and dropped off my clothes and walked up to sit next to him. I sat down and looked out onto the beautiful plain. I smirked and he just realized that I was there. He jumped back and growled. I looked slightly down at him with a 'really' look he stopped growling and stood up and walked over and sat back down beside me. I smirked again and watched the sun set over the horrizon. I smelled the air and put my head down. I turned around and walked back to the cave with jax following behind. I changed forms and put on my clothes I looked at him and seen he had done the same. "You ok sis?" I nodded. "I've been away to long. I miss my mate so much. I have this need for him a lot of need. I just can't express the need." He nodded. "Its called the mate bond. You've completed it so now that you haven't had him in so long you want him more now." I realized what he meant. "So I'm gonna head back. I'll talk to you later when you come back to Maddie. Love ya little bro." he snapped his head towards me." hey howd you know?" I shrugged. "Moon goddess. Just because you have been in this life longer doesn't mean your stronger or older. Later lil bro love ya." he chuckled. "Later sis. Love ya too." he reached into his bag and grabbed a sandwich and surprisingly I wasn't hungry. I walked out and changed out of my clothes and carried just his shirt in my mouth. I ran down the hill and once I got onto flat land I slowed down to a slight walk. I fast walked through the forest and took my time at the same time. I heard Tristan in my mind. 'you almost home?' I tried not to chuckle. ' I'm coming through the forest at a fast walk.' he groaned. 'but baby I need you.' I could hear the pout in his voice. I chuckled. 'fine I'll speed up.' he whooped in his mind. I laughed. I started to run through the forest and soon got to the edge of the forest line. I changed forms and put on his over sized shirt. I walked out and held my hair up over my head and rubbed my neck on the side that wasn't hurt. I stretched my muscles and walked into the house. I walked through the kitchen and up the stairs and to my room. I walked in and went straight to the bathroom not even acknowledging Tristan was there. I hopped into the shower and let the hot water relax my muscles. I washed my body and hair. I sighed and got a towel and dried off and went to the sink and grabbed the hair drier and dried my hair. I walked out still in the towel and walked to the bed and got in after taking off my towel and got under the covers and didn't go to sleep but closed my eyes like I was. I heard a grunt and then a arm snake it's hand around my waist and turn me around to face Tristan. I tried not to smile. When I felt the hot breath on my neck. I felt a kiss on my mark and that opened my eyes. I grabbed his shoulder and pushed him down onto the bed and I straddled him. I crashed my lips into his than trailed them down his jaw line towards his chest. He grabbed my hips and sat up in a seated position. He kissed my mark and to my shoulder and lifted me up slightly and then brought me down onto his member. I gasped for air slightly and then began to bounce. It wasn't long after that He had cum and so did I. I laid down beside him panting. "I have to tell you something Lana." I looked at him out of the corner of my eye. He looked at the ceiling and looked irritated. I layed on my side and looked at his face. He looked down at me and sighed. "Were going to my mom's and dad's tomorrow and were going to meet the rest of my family." I sighed and growled. "And you want me to go. Meet. The. One. Person. That. Almost. Had. My. Life. Took. Away. From. Me. Because. Of. White. Ash." I growled. "I'll be with you every step of the way. I promise. I just need to speak to my father." I sighed and nodded and cuddled up to him. "How long?" he sighed and I heard the smirk in his voice. "Two days and that it." I smiled and closed my eyes and fell asleep. I opened my eyes to see white. I seen the moon goddess standing over a cradle. I walked over slowly and looked down to see Alana. I looked up at the Moon goddess and she was looking at me. "Hello Lana." I smiled. "Hello talana." I bowed and she did so too. I chuckled. "Why are you standing over Alana?" she sighed with a smile on her face. "Shes me im just sheding my light into her. Thank you for bringing my spirit back into the world. I must tell you before morning comes. She Will mature faster than any other wolf. She is just like you. You matured faster than humans. I also must warn you. She Will look just like you but her wolf will be mine. Like you but she won't have a black paw she will be completely white. But as you notice yours is turning white Because your in contact with me. Your becoming more Like me and your getting stronger. I love you both Lana. She Will be with you in these dreams when she gets old enough. Protect her with your life. And tell Tristan to protect max. And that max is his fully. He Will only have your green eyes but he is Tristan fully and completley." I smiled and walked around to her I hugged her. "Thank you mother. I love you too." she disappeared in my arms and I smiled feeling her radiate through me. I woke up slowly. I smiled at the sun on my face. I got up and walked to the window. The sun was rising and making me smile brightly. It felt warm and cool at the same time. I sat down on my knees and closed focusing on energy and radiate it off of me. It worked and I felt light radiating off of me. I opened my eyes and it was still there I giggled and then it slowly went out of my hands and body. I smiled and felt happy and no longer any other sadness at all. I heard a shuffle and I looked behind me and ran and jumped on the bed. He grunted and panted from laughing. I laughed too. "The moon goddess said that max was yours and that he's going to be almost exactly Like you." He looked at me and smiled. "What does that mean?" I smiled. "He's your boy and you get to keep him and do all the not things with him. I won't be to big of a part in that. I'll only be there to comfort him when you break something of his when teaching him How to fight and play ball." He chuckled and kissed my forehead. I kissed his cheek and got back up and went to the closet to pack. I got done packing my clothes and was putting on make up and looking through my bag and a white flash went over my eyes I felt myself hit the door behind me and then I was in the white place again. The moon goddess was ten feet in front of me. "You called?" she nodded. "Alana will look like shes at least seven by the end of this week but will stop aging this fast by then. Her brain Will also develop this fast meaning she can go to school in about two or three days." I groaned. "She's growing up too fast. Will max do the same?" she nodded. "Yes I placed a kinda spell on him that will make him do the same as Alana." I sighed. "Ok can I go back now I have to pack for the trip." she nodded. "Oh one more thing. Try to control yourself this weekend. Don't get to mad." I sighed and smiled. "Yes mother. Goodbye." she nodded and it faded to black and I opened my eyes to see the bathroom again. I sighed and finished putting on makeup and packing. I walked out with my bags and went to the kids rooms. I walked in and seen them crawling on the floor looking like they were three years old. "So this is what she meant." I sighed and went to pick up Alana. She giggled and pulled on my shirt. I tsked at her to let her to know to stop and she did. I nodded and then felt a tug at my leg. I looked down to see max. I walked with him on my leg and Alana on my hip.
