Eye Candy

Epilogue

Epilogue.

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"There she is. I've been lookin' for you." Loso said wrapping his arms around my already rather large stomach. "Just 2 more months and our baby, Kiara gon' be with us." He said into my neck. "Lil' Loso is gon' be so happy to have a sister."

"I know huh? I can't wait till she's here. There's too many boys in the house." I rested my hands over his as his rested on my stomach. "Where is he anyways?"

"Playing with the dogs-"

"You're letting our 4 year old son, play with ex fighting guard pit bulls?!" I yelled. Was Loso insane?!

"You act like the dogs'll kill him. They're friendly."

"Loso you have them trained to-"

"Shhh, your upsetting our daughter with your yelling. She's saying, Mommy needs to shut the hell up because Daddy knows best." That is so not what she's saying.

The front door opened and here came my little man with snow clung to his jacket.

"Aye Lil' Loso." Loso said as he let me go and scooped him up.

"Hi Daddy." He said kissing his cheek. "It's really cold." His little nose red from the cold.

"Well you wanted to play with the mutts. Let's get you changed into something G rated." I heard Lil' Loso talking his ear off to Loso as they went off up the stairs.

Loso and I recently celebrated our 5 year anniversary back in early November. These 5 years have been the absolute longest just because of the fact it's Loso.

I got a hold of his birth certificate one day and it actually said Loso on it. I asked him about it and he said he had legally changed his name when he was 12. He was originally named William, after his father but apparently his father was nothing more than a dead and that name William was just a tarnished name. He changed his name to Loso as a chance to break away from his past completely. Everybody in his past he completely cut off. His Mom and siblings now, were simply strangers who took him in and gave him the opportunity to set a new reputation. I never asked anymore questions about that.

Then Loso Jr. happened in February a year after we were married. I didn't even get to hold my son yet before Loso signed the birth certificate with Loso Jr's name. I let Loso have his moment and have his Jr like he's always wanted.

Not even 2 months after we brought our son home, Loso got tired of saying Jr, so Lil' Loso became the new name. My husband drives me to the brink of insanity.

What ever happened with Bella and Vontae? Last I was told, Vontae up and left when Bella was pregnant again. Better yet, with twins. So she currently is struggling as a single Mother with 3 kids to look after.

Not even a whole year after the twins were born. Vontae was violently murdered in a deal gone wrong up in Oakland. I had no idea what possible business he had up in Oakland but it obviously was business he should have not been in.

"Mommy should come over with us and watch TV." Loso said with Lil' Loso right at his heels. The height difference is what kills me because Lil' Loso is exactly like what Loso wanted. A little clone. From the personality and looks, all the way down to their soft snores and how they dress. That's the clone Loso dreamed of.

It scares me. I'm terrified for when Lil' Loso gets older.

"I'm coming." I said walking over to the living room. I sat right next to Loso and Lil' Loso sat right in the middle of us, sharing our laps.