All In My Head

Bad Decisions (Calum Hood)

The day I knew I had to leave was the day that Calum told me that he had gotten some girl he met in tour pregnant.

"Cal, how could you do this to me, I thought you loved me?" Tears streaming down my face as I trembled.

"It was a mistake I swear." He was saying what I wanted to hear.

"So you accidentally screwed Hayden? I get it Calum, you accidentally fell on her with your clothes off!" I was so fucking furious.

I waited for him while he went on adventures with his friends, who by the way all tried to get with me. I was left alone for months at a time and Luke always text me and called but never Calum so at that point I should have known.

I'm so stupid like how did he even not feel bad?

"You know what?" I screamed so loud I hurt my own ears. "Just leave, I mean I'm not the one you love obviously."

"Lacey, don't say that. I do love you, soooooo much." The sight of him made me so sick right now.

" I was lonely and you wouldn't fly out to see me, we were fighting all the time and I'm so so sorry.... Why can't you believe me?"

I couldn't look at him but said "So what are you gonna do? Leave me and raise your child? Be with me and raise your child?"

"If I stay with you Hayden said she won't let me see the baby and I know we planned on having children but how would I explain to ours how I gave up on the one before?" I think he was sincere but I was still livid.

"You know what, you're right so just pack your shit and leave." I don't even hesitate.

" Please Lacey you have to understand, people fuck up just ask the guys they can tell you." He started crying.

"I do understand that you fucked up an I'm being punished for it Calum Hood." I just wanted him to leave.

"How about you ask Luke about why every time I talked to him, which was everyday why he never mentioned you missing me when all I did was cry about missing you." Enough was enough.

That was also the day that Calum learned about bad decisions.