Dear Jonghyun♥️,
I heard the news of your death exactly one year ago...
I'm not into k-pop then... I wondered why you killed yourself... You have a beautiful family, friends who stand by you no matter what, fans who adore you,and wonderful career... almost everything!
I never had idea about depression... I then read about a poem on depression... I almost cried when reading it...
Jonghyun-ah! Is that the pain you're hiding from everyone? How much you've suffered and fought with it!
I despised the k-pop industry in the beginning... When I heard some rumours or truths, I have no idea... My heart was shattered into pieces so that I thought I'd never encourage k-pop again...
But I'm wrong... There can be some problems with k-pop... Problems exist everywhere...
And that's not the problem with you...
I started seeing old videos of you so that I could find the piece I'm missing about you...
You're always cheerful and loud...what could be wrong?
I couldn't find one... But I'm attracted to your character... Such a lovely man you are!
You are always loud and a bit sly when you're in variety shows...But you cry like a baby on the stage when you receive any award...
I found that...the missing piece is difference in your attitude on camera and off camera...
On camera,you are a manly person who shouts loud... But off cam, you're a sweet person who worry about your family and band-mates...
Sorry I misinterpreted you in the starting... I'm missing you a lot these days...
You fought like a warrior with you for so long....
Well done jonghyun-ah!!!
Rest in peace now...you deserve it!
(Can you hear my silent sobs?)
Farewell to you..ah!my heart feels heavy(Controlling my tears)
with love♥️
-A shawol😭
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