he standing on a skyscraper,
wondering if he should kill himself,
he ask God,
"if you really exist,
please stop this pain."
he calls her,
so many times,
she don't pick it up.
she's not there,
he don't have anybody else,
he needs her.
instead of kill himself that day,
he harm himself,
25 slits on his hands,
50 slits on her hands,
she take the punishment again.
