you're the only one who can make me happy, nobody else except you. you're the only one who can understand me and there's so much memories of us that I can't forget. you always told me that I will leave you first, forget about you and stay away from you, but now who leave first? I know I always lied to you, people always do mistakes Aqua. I still want to be your friends even though you lied, you told me that I'll be your friends forever. you lied to me Aqua, but I don't care because I know human make a lot of mistakes and that's why I still want to be your friends. I don't want you to give me a chance again because I wasted the chances you gave me before. but I only want the old us. you know why I want to be your friends? because you're the only want who understand me, when I'm not okay, you always make me happy even though I can't be, we always joke together. but look what happen now. I really hope we can be like we used to. I know what you really mean when you said 'I hate you', but I just act like I didn't. and that's why I never give up and I know that one day we will be back together. I don't want to force you, I just want you to think twice, I hope you'll make the best decision. I won't give up, I hope you really think twice. bye and take care. :( — sh.
I'm sorry, I lost myself that time. I feel worthless, I feel like I didn't deserve anyone especially you. you really love me and I'm really scared. I'm afraid that I will hurt you because I don't know how to love people. the only thing that I can think that time is that I have to let you go and I know it hurts you but I think it's better if we are not together. little do you know that it hurts me too but I act like it didn't. you know, I still read this text and sometimes I get mad at you because you lied, you said you'll never give up but now you did. but sometimes, I really hate myself because I shouldn't let you go I guess. I still think about you dude and it hurts so fcking bad. I still learn how to accept this faith that we can't be together like we used to. I'm sorry for everything. deep in my heart, I hope you'll be happy and I hope you'll never forget our memories even though we don't have that much memories. :) — Aqua.
