Male Reader's POV ~ Once we were done with the pizza I took the box and began to crush it soon throwing it away in the garbage. I turn back around and sat next to John at the table again.
Male Reader - That was a wonderful dinner John thankyou (smiles)
Male Reader's POV ~ I smiled at John but all he did was look down being quiet I began to frown at him.
Male Reader - John are you ok?
John Doe - .....
Male Reader - Jo-John?
John Doe - .....
Male Reader - D-did I do something wrong?
Male Reader's POV ~ I started to get worried was John mad at me why was he ignoring me like this did I do something wrong to make him act this way? Suddenly he looked up at me tears filled his eyes he lunged forward pushing me onto the tile floor as he was ontop of me my head hit with a giant thud.
Male Reader - Jo-John?!
Male Reader's POV ~ I felt John grab a fistful of my shirt in the front pulling me up and slamming me back down again. My eyes got wide and I became fearful. I started to struggle but that only made him slam me harder and tighten his grip.
Male Reader - John Stop! What are you doing?!
Male Reader's POV ~ My pleas were not getting through to him I felt tear drops fall on my face as he mumbled under his breath. At first I couldn't understand him but as he got louder it became more clear.
John Doe - you're....not trash you're Not trash....YOUR Not Trash YOUR NOT TRASH!! YOUR NOT TRASH!!!!!
Male Reader - JOHN FUCKING STOP!!!!!
Male Reader's POV ~ My yelling seemed to get through to him he immediately stopped yelling and stopped shaking me but his grip didn't become any looser I just laid underneath him as he finally looked at me with a conscious tears still flowing down his face.
Male Reader - Jo-John what's wrong?
John Doe - I'm s-sorry
Male Reader's POV ~ I felt John let go of my shirt and helped sit me up both of us sitting on the floor. I was confused why did he have a meltdown was this normal if anything this concerned me.
Male Reader - John what happened
John Doe - I- you're not trash....
Male Reader - I'm not trash?
John Doe - T-the pizza! Remember!?
Male Reader's POV ~ It took me a good minute but my brain registered and I understood what he was taking about. I Scooted closer to John and pulled him a hug holding him tight. I've never seen John broken before come to think of it there were a lot of sides John has showed me that worried me Anger,Compassion and now Fear why were these emotions getting to him was it bad for me to be here was I making him go crazy? I never meant to stir up these emotions inside of him to cause him stress. All I could do at the moment was try to calm John down the best I could. I hugged him tight he began to hug me back.
Male Reader - I'm not the pizza box John remember you said we are pizza
John Doe - I want us to be pizza forever...
Male Reader's POV ~ My face began to get red my heart beating faster. not knowing how to respond all I could do was rub his back. I wanted to tell John something but after seeing this meltdown I wasn't sure if now is the best time. Thinking for a moment my mind was made up I took a deep breath and spoke softly.
Male Reader - Jo-John I think you and Harley should be pizza not us....
John Doe - (eyes wide) W-why?!....
Male Reader - Y-you were to harsh on her!
John Doe - She Hurt You!!!!
Male Reader - .....You can't blame her! That's just her personality!
John Doe - N-No! I don't Care! I don't love her!
Male Reader - (Wide eyes) but you just told me-
Male Reader's POV ~ I was interrupted with yelling and rage John was scaring me
John Doe - WE WERE NOT A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP!!!!!
Male Reader - .....John p-please stop yo-your not yourself
-Mature Content Ahead Warning-
Male Reader's POV ~ Suddenly I heard uncomfortable laughter mixed with Sobs my heart started to beat out of my chest before my brain could process what was going on I felt myself be lifted off the ground being carried bridal style I tried to break free but struggling only made him hold me tighter.
Male Reader - John What's going on? What are you doing?! P-put me down!
John Doe - No.... I won't let anyone take you from me Haha! Not Harley or anyone else! (Laughs)
Male Reader - Jo-John....
Male Reader's POV ~ I felt myself be carried in a dark room John turned on the light making the room go a faint green color my eyes widen when we were infront of a big king size bed. My face went pale and began to struggle again. I heard John laugh with faint sounds of crying again and in return I began to cry.
Male Reader - John please no! Don't do this please!
John Doe - Welcome to the main event buddy!! Haha!
Male Reader's POV ~ I felt John roughly throw me onto the bed as he climbed ontop of me looking me straight in the eyes when I looked he had sadness and anger but also something else...was it excitement?!
Male Reader - John I thought we were friends (sniffles)
John Doe - We are buddy that is why I want to do this I want to be your light! Only me!
Male Reader - Bu-but what about Harley? Sh-she is your Girlfriend!
Male Reader's POV ~ I heard John growl he was done talking and slammed his lips hard against mine I gasped struggling against him but he held my wrists down causing red marks pushing me down farther in the bed tears began to stream down my face as I tried to pull away but it was no use. He began to press his knee up against my crotch and I gasped at contact giving him the opportunity to slip his tounge inside my mouth. My brain was getting cloudy and I was losing a battle that I knew I couldn't win to begin with my body stopped struggling. I guess John knew because he let go of my arms trailing his hands down the side of my stomach as he continued wrestling his tongue with mine. I closed my eyes whimpering waiting for it to end letting him do what he wants. Soon we broke the kiss a trail of saliva connected he looked down at me giving me an evil smile. I felt my stomach turn feeling him move to my neck leaving trails of kisses going down lower and lower with each passing moment until he got to the zipper of my pants.
John Doe - Are you ready for the grand finale?
Male Reader - ....(slowly nods head)
John Doe (chuckles) that's my buddy....
Male Reader's POV ~ I felt my zipper slowly go down and I covered my face with my arm damping my sleeve with tears waiting. Suddenly I felt my whole member ingulfed in a warm wet sensation I gasped arching my back sobbing loudly feeling myself be in a blanket of pleasure. He moved up and down I felt myself go deeper down his throat each time a moan escaped my lips. I felt ashamed for enjoying it but my body just couldn't help it. He kept going fast and fast suddenly I came with a shutter shooting my load down this throat he swallowed and pulled away looking at me. I continued keeping my faced covered crying not wanting to look at John for violating me I thought we were friends we pinky sweared!!! How could he??.....he soon spoke to me but I ignored him as I continued sobbing.
John Doe - How was that Pal? Haha!
Male Reader - ........
John Doe - Bu-buddy?
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Journey Full Of Smiles & Frowns (John Doe x Male Reader)
Romance-Telltale Version- You find yourself lost and alone eveyone treated you like an outcast your whole life having no one to acknowledge you. Trust was a hard thing to come by you kept your walls up not wanting to get hurt. everything seemed hopeless un...
