Journey Full Of Smiles & Frowns (John Doe x Male Reader)

Let me into your world (18+)

Male Reader's POV ~ I felt myself slowly be pushed down John slowy getting ontop of me the blush on my face returned.

John Doe's POV ~ I remembered the nightmare I had last night it felt so real like a memory ingraved in my head even though it was just a nightmare I don't ever want that to happen. I think ____ changed me for the better I still have my moments of laughter and humor but I felt more sane around him. Harley never made me feel this way and to tell the truth I never felt guilty or missed her once since she was kicked out. Maybe this is what love felt like the feeling of being safe and secure around someone.... someone I can feel trust with. for once in my life I felt truly happy I don't want to be that monster I was in my dream I want to be _____ light. I want this moment to be special no jokes no laughs it had to be serious now more than ever. Slowly I took my hand caressing his face looking down at him my eyes pouring into his.

Male Reader's POV ~ I felt my face heat up more and more each passing second feeling John ontop of me I began to get nervous. I made a fake laugh trying to ease the tension in the room.

Male Reader -H-hey John isn't this the part where you would make some sort of joke right about now? (Nervous laugh)

Male Reader's POV ~ I looked at John waiting for him to say something anything! But nothing came. He wasn't smiling but he wasn't frowning either he just had a blank expression. Slowly he leaned down pressing his forehead against mine.

John Doe - ____ let me in your heart...let me into your world (whispers)

-***Mature Content Warning***-

Male Reader's POV ~ My eyes widden gasping softly as I felt John's lips softly press against mine. It felt like my brain was on overload with so much going on I was confused. Did John confess his love for me? Do I want this to?

John Doe's POV ~ When I began to kiss ____ I was prepared for the worst not knowing what his reaction would be. My eyes began to tear up when I didn't feel him kissing back tears started to roll down my face. Slowly I began to pull away until I felt pressure against my lips. "H-he was kissing me back" I smiled softly leaning in more putting my hand softly behind his head a small moan escaped my lips blushing lightly shocked at what he was doing next.

Male Reader's POV ~ I began to kiss back shyly I licked the bottom of John's lip feeling his lips parted slightly slowly I began to suck and lick his tongue we both began to breath heavy the room getting warm moans escaping our lips.

John Doe's POV ~ our tongues began dancing together the taste of saliva mixed with salty tears took over. Suddenly I felt a tightness down by my pant zipper slowly I broke the kiss looking deep in ____ eye's

John Doe - Would you like to keep going?

Male Reader - ....I trust you (speaks softly)

John Doe's POV ~ That's all I needed to hear slowly I unzipped ____ pants pulling them down past his hips and ankles soon removing them tossing the pants across the floor I began chucking to myself softly. Looking up I saw he was covering his face with a pillow holding it tightly.

John Doe - No boxers?

Male Reader ....(groans)

Male Reader's POV ~ I was embarrassed being exposed infront of John but that didn't mean I trust him any less. My ears perked up as I heard another zipper go down my heart started to beat faster. Suddenly I felt the pillow come off my face my hands being pulled away.

John Doe - don't hide your face we need to share this moment together

Male Reader - I-I'm so-

John Doe - shhhh