Crystal Snow

Change Of Plans

Jungkook POV

Im on my desk busy filling up my schedules because of meetings and stuff.. Almost leaving myself breathless for what had happened yesterday... Things are not what they were in the past... Usually we tend to spend time together and play stuff together.. But today.. is just.. different.. We dont even exchange stares at each other..

I placed both of my hands as I went to a deep thought..

"I cant take this anymore.. I need to stop.." I said as I sighed.. I stood up and headed outside.. I went to my parents room and knocked..

"Eomma.. Appa.. There's something I need to talk about.." I said as I took a deep breathe..

The door suddenly opens revealing eomma..

"Where's appa?" I asked as she looked at me..

"Your father is asleep.. What is it you want to talk about?" She asked as I looked at her and fizzled my fingers..

"I kinda want to stop this.." I said as I looked at her.. She looked at me with a confused look..

"What do you mean?" She asked as I sighed and straightened my posture..

"I want to stop my job on handling the company.." I said as she was shocked..

"What?! You know you cant! Jungkook.. Your father sacrificed everything judt for you to own this company.. you cant just waste everything he had done.." She said as I sighed..

"But.. Is it even worth it if the person he gave trust for the company cant even handle a single paperwork? Mom.. I cant even survive a day doing something I cant do and you expect me to do this perfectly?" I asked as she sighed..

"Jungkook.. Please.. Do this for your appa.. He's tired.. He's weak.. Your the only one who's going to change the company by the time your appa disappears.. and so do I.." She said as I started tearing up..

"Eomma.." I said as I hugged her..

She hugged me back.. as she started crying..

"Im sorry.. For not being the best son you could ever get.. But I cant do this.. I cant.." I said as she patted my back..

She wiped her tears.. and looked at me..

"You know what.. Forget it.. But.. Can you just.. Live with us? Forever? Without returning to Seoul?" Her sudden question shocked me...

"What?! But.. I promised to my hyungs.. To Sana! That I'll go back one day to meet them.." I said as she looked at me..

"Are your friends important than your parents who sacrificed almost everything just to raise you?" Her question took me to a rough spot..

But.. What she said.. was true.. Eomma and Appa is also important... But.. I cant just break my promise to Sana... The deep thought gave me a sudden headache..

"Jungkook.. Just decide now.. Prevent yourself from thinking that much.." She said as I slowly nodded.

I sighed.. as I looked at my Eomma..

Im sorry Sana... For not keeping my promise.. Im sorry..

I closed my eyes.. and looked at her..

"I... I'll stay.. with you.." I said as he smiled.. Its good seeing her smile once again..

"Thank you Jungkook.." She said as I smiled.. fakely..

I returned to my room and closed the door behind me.. I layed my back to the door as I took my phone..

"Its best to call her.. To inform her right away.. To avoid her from believing me..." I said as I sighed.. I dialled Sana.. as it started ringing...