Crystal Snow

Going Back

Jungkook POV

Its raining today... So I dont have any chances to spend my time outside but to force myself in staying here.. Im on my bed.. looking at the window.. While the sound of raindrops hit the window.. I played some music.. It was soothing.. I closed my eyes.. hoping to jump in my dreamland..

"Jungkook" I opened my eyes as I heard my butler called..

I slowly sat on the side as I looked a him..

"What is it?" I asked.. He looks at me with a strange look.. something I have'nt seen before..

"Your mother needs to talk to you downstairs.." He said..

What did I do this time?

I nodded and wore my flipflops.. I headed straight downstairs as I saw Eomma and Appa sitting on the couch..

"Eomma, Appa.. You called?" I asked as I head down..

"Ah.. Yes.. We have something to discuss with you.." Eomma said as I raised an eyebrow..

"What is it?" I asked..

"I.. We are sorry for your relationship with Sana.." Eomma said as I sighed..

"We... dont need to talk about that.." I said as they sighed..

"Jungkook.. We have been forcing you since we came back to Seoul from business trip... Me and your Appa noticed how hard you coped with the struggles you've encountered.. And we are so happy for you.. But.. also regretted the fact that we could'nt help you at the times you needed us.. Im sorry.." Eomma said as I looked at them..

"I.. Its okay.." I said as Appa looked at me..

"Son... In order to repay our faults to you.. We.. are booking your tickets back to Seoul.." He said as my eyes widened..

Did he just say that.. No.. This must be my mind playing tricks on me again..

"I.. Are you really serious?!" I asked as I leaned forward..

"Yes.. we are.. We are doing this as repaying you for not being with you.." He said as I bit my lower lip..

"I.. I would accept any other offers.. but this.. its just too much.." I said as they smiled..

"But this is what you want.. To go back to Seoul.." Appa said as I looked at him..

"But.. You should'nt have.. I was the one the chose to stay.." I said as they sighed and looked at me..

"Its okay Jungkook.. You can go back to Seoul.. you seem comfortable with your hyungs and noonas there.." Appa said as I froze..

"But.." I stopped as tears fell from my eyes..

I looked at them..

"I cant leave you! Not after those times we did'nt have the time to hang out.. as a family.." I said as they smiled..

"Its okay son.." Appa said as he stood up and held my hand..

"We will miss you.." He said as my tears flowed.. I could'nt resist but to dig in his shirt as I cry...

"T..this.. i..is so.. unfair.." I said as I stutter..

"Nothing's unfair.. as long as you love the person so much.. Nothing is unfair.." He said as I hugged him..

My Eomma joined in and we hugged as one family..

This will be my last day seeing them.. Just because they planned the whole thing on returning me back to Seoul does'nt mean I wont miss them.. They're still my parents.. I cant budge without them..

I broke the long hug as I wiped my tears..

"Yah.. you should get ready.. your flight will be departing in an hour.." My appa said as I nodded and hurriedly did my morning ritual..

As I finished.. I took all my stuff and went outside.. Our butler is waiting for me outside the gate as my parents are behind me.. I placed my luggage inside.. Before going in.. I took a glance at them.. Looking at them.. for the last time..

I hugged them as they hugged back.. I could feel hot tears on my neck as they started to cry.. I smiled..

"Hey! Lets take a picture.." I said as they nodded..

I gave my phone to the butler as he gave a hand signal..

"Ready.. 3, 2, 1.. Smile!!" And the picture was taken..

"Eomma, Appa.. give me your phones.. I'll share this pic to you.." I said as they rejected..

"No need son.. you need it more than we do.. We have all your pictures here.." He said as I smiled..

I bowed..

"I'll be going now.. B..bye.. Eomma.. Appa.." I said as they smiled..

"Goodbye.. Jungkook.." They both said in unison..

I smiled and entered the van..

The van started to move as I looked back.. Seeing my parents wave at me before disappearing in my sight hurts.. I closed my eyes... resisting the pain that dwells inside me..

"Still crying?" The butler asked as I looked at him..

"No.. not at all.." I said as I wiped my tears..

"Be safe on your flight Jungkook.. I pray the best for you.." He said as I laughed..

"What's so funny? Did I say something to crack you up?" He asked as I nodded sideways..

"Huh... You are a crazy kid.." He said as I smiled..

Time skip..

We are here at the airport.. I took my stuff and started grabbing my ticket..

"Well.. See you next time.. Jungkook.." The butler said as I looked at him.. and smiled..

"I'll miss you.." I said as he smirked..

"Im sure you do.." He said as I chuckled..

I waved goodbye before heading out..

My so called Second Father.. will be seperated from me again.. as we bid our farewell..

I may look that I'm smiling.. But in the inside.. I feel lost, torn, alone..

I closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breathe..

"Im going back.. Im going back.."

Sana..

~tbc~