Crystal Snow

Burial

Its better to read this chapter while listening to Awake by Jin..

5 Months Later

Jungkook POV

Today is the burial of Tzuyu.. We have resigned as stars and decided to live a new and normal life..

Jimsoo is on a stroller as I am taking incharge of her..

"Hey.." Taehyung called as looked at him..

"Yeh? What is it?" I asked as he placed his hand on my shoulder..

"Thanks for guarding Jimsoo.. I really owe you one.." I said as I chuckled..

"When I have a kid someday.. I'll let you guard it.." I said as he laughed..

"Please be adviced to sit down on the seats given as the burial ceremony will start.." The preist said as me and Taehyung sat on the front..

"Chou Tzuyu.. which is now Kim Tzuyu.. was a beautiful girl and a helpful one.. Everyone knows her as the one and only maknae of Twice.. And we are here to attend her burial.. Its a loss to lose such an angel.. Please.. Mr. Kim.. You can go up here to give you speech.." The preist said as I looked at him..

"Looks like Im up.." He said as I placed my hands on his shoulder..

"You can do it hyung." I said as he smiled..

Tae stood up and went to the front.. He took a deep breathe and started his speech..

Taehyung POV

I took a deep breathe and started my speech..

"Hello.. My name is Kim Taehyung.. The husband of Kim Tzuyu.. Well.. My wife.. it was unexpected to hear as I cried all night.. Seeing her was the only thing I ask before going to sleep.. I would sometimes blame myself for not taking good care of her when she was pregnant.. But I know.. that in her heart.. she understands who I am.. thats why she chose me.. *tears fall*"

I stopped when my tears fell..

I looked at Jungkook who carried Jimsoo and moved her hand as she was waving at me.. I smiled.. Jungkook looked at me.. and gave me a thumbs up.. bringing my will again..

"After the days she struggled.. She finally got the rest she deserve.. On the hands of the Lord.. I thank God for letting me have a life with the most beautiful girl in the world.. I love you Tzuyu.. and I will always pray for you.. including Jimsoo... Thank you.." I said as I covered my face with my left arm as I cried..

Everyone clapped their hands.. Im happy.. knowing that they appreciated my speech.. Jungkook approached me as he placed his arms around my shoulder..

"Hey hyung.. Dont cry.. Tzuyu wants to see you smile.. She does'nt want you to be sad.. Smile for her.." He said as I nodded..

"Thanks Jungkook.." I said as I went back to my seat..

I carried Jimsoo as I stood up..

"Look Jimsoo.. Mother is going to heaven.. Where she belongs.." I said as she looked at me and smiled..

I gasped at the moment.. seeing my child smile.. But if only Tzuyu was here..

I looked at her coffin being placed down.. slowly.. Twice and BTS threw some flowers one by one.. as I threw one as well..

"Goodbye Tzuyu..." I said as her coffin was covered with soil.. and her name was placed..

"Thanks for everything Taehyung.. We hope you'll find happiness in your family." The guests said as they left..

I remained there.. standing..

"Your not going to just stand there.. are'nt you?" Jungkook asked he cane closer with both of his hands in his pockets..

"I would stand here all day just to see her.." I said as he sighed..

"By the way.. where is Jimsoo?" I asked as he looked at me..

"She's on the car.. with Sana.." He said as I smiled..

Slowly.. I felt raindrops falling down.. as the rain got harder, there's nothing I could do rather than just stand here and let the rain hit me.. Not when suddenly..

"Good thing I have an umbrella.." Jungkook said as I smiled..

"Lets go?" I asked as he nodded.

"Goodbye Tzuyu.." I said as I left the cemetary.. We drove back to our OWN dorm as our dorm last 5 months got torn down...

"Ah! Finally we're home!" Suga said as he jumped on the couch..

"Yoongi! Lets go to our room! I have a surprise for you.." Jihyo said as she smirked..

Suga smiled and followed her.. they locked the door and we all just sat on the living room..

"Here's Jimsoo" Sana said handling me a sleeping Jimsoo..

"Thank you Sana.." I said as I looked at her..

"I dont think I can raise her like this.." I said as they looked at me..

"What do you mean hyung?" Jungkook asked as I looked at him..

"I just cant.. if there's a way.. I can leave Jimsoo with you? Sana, Jungkook?" I asked as they looked at each other...

"Im sorry for the sudden word... But I think its best for Jimsoo to stay with-" I was cut off when Jungkook stood up..

"No buts! You just promised to Tzuyu! That you'll raise her! Like a true father.. How can you betray her like that?!" He asked as I tightened my grip..

"What if she'll grow up as a different woman? Unlike her mother? Its still the same.. I betrayed Tzuyu and I will betray Tzuyu if I let myself raise Jimsoo" I said as they went silent..

"Jungkook.. I trust you for her care.." I said as they sighed..

I gave Jimsoo as I felt my eyes burning..

"When are you leaving?" Jungkook asked as I looked at him..

"Today.." I said as they gapsed..

"After her burial?!" Nayeon asked as I nodded..

"I'll be on America..." I said as they sighed..

"Will you come home?" Jin asked as I nodded sideways..

"So your betraying us as well?" Jhope asked as I looked at him..

"Its not like that hyung.. I just cant raise her like a proper father.." I said as they sighed and stood up.. Each and everyone of them exept for Suga and Jihyo hugged me as I smiled..

"I'll be going now.. Bye!" I said as they waved.. I waited for the door to close as I slowly lose sight of Jimsoo..

Forever..

I walked.. and walked.. until I reached the airport..

I looked up at the night sky.. as I took out Tzuyu's picture..

I cried.....

"Sorry for what I'm doing Tzuyu.. But Im doing this for the good of Jimsoo.. She may not know me as her father once I came back.. but its better to see her living a peaceful.. and happy life.. just like us.." I said as I sighed.. and booked my ticket to america... and rode the plane..

I looked at the window as I slowly see Korea disappear..

"Goodbye.. Everyone.." I said as I closed my eyes..

Until tears fall..

~tbc~