Chapter 8 part2

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When Bei Heng An was young, he worked as security. One time, he guarded the front door of the department store. He encountered two gangsters with knives and wanted to attack the masses inside the department store. He tried to stop them, and unluckily he was stabbed with a knife on his thigh. He bled a lot of blood on the spot and fainted on the ground. He was sent to the hospital and lost a great amount of blood. He almost lost his life. After the operation, the doctor informed the family, his blood clot function was not really good, it could easily get hemorrhagic shock rather than an ordinary man.

After that accident, the atmosphere in the house started to be strange. Then after not so long, Bei Heng An changed his profession to be a carpenter. It is also his interest and hobby.

His temper is warm, he doesn't have any great ambitions. He doesn't wish for wealth or benefits, he just hopes for calm and smooth days. He loves to plant trees and look at the flowers during his leisure time. However, his view of life is really completely different from his wife, Xu Zhen Fen. They started to grow apart. After Bei Er Duo graduated from the university, they got divorced.

After they divorce, Bei Heng An changed to be uncommunicative. He started to spend the time to travel. He used his collection of geographical magazine and planned for travel around for a month.

Before he departed to Rome, he called Bei Er Duo and simply bid farewell with her. He told her to not be worry, he would come back soon.

Bei Er Duo stayed silent for a while, then slowly said "em.", she said intimately: "You need to be safe. Remember to regularly call me to report your conditions."

They then chatted for a while, then suddenly they talked about "boyfriend".

"Remember you need to look for a boy with strong life." Bei Heng An said: "He shouldn't be so fragile, he should be able to protect you, care about you. Then I will feel relax."

Bei Er Duo didn't really mind his advice, she just forgot it. But tonight after her chat with Ye Shu Wei, she suddenly remembers his advice.

When she was very little, Xu Zhen Fen constantly complained about Bei Heng An. She said that Bei Heng An is someone who is easily trampled by someone, he could easily fail in what he did. Her tone clearly couldn't cover up her disliking of Bei Heng An. Toward her comments, Bei Heng An always laughed and admitted his wrong. He always said, "Your Excellency wife, it is all my fault."

Every time, Xu Zhen Fen was angry, Bei Heng An would serve her a tea and passed a cut fruit, to pamper her to make her anger go away.

Toward his wife, he always so good. He was so good until he sacrificed his all. He even washed all Xu Zhen Fen's clothes with his own hands.

Bei Er Duo knew that he exerted his utmost strength to those things for making Xu Zhen Fen stayed by his side. He was afraid that she would leave him, and the only thing he could do is treating her better until she felt unwilling to leave him.

Obviously, it was too naive, she didn't even remember his doing. How many meals had he made? How many clothes of her that he washed by himself? She just saw him be fatter and fatter, more and more boring. She even felt that being together with him, made herself to be suffocated.

Bei Er Duo remembered her grandma's words that during youth, tall, beautiful, and optimistic Xu Zhen Fen liked a very excellent man. She pursued him hard for four years, however, he didn't notice her. She was in despair then turned her head, she noticed the one who always pursued her too, Bei Heng An. He was bringing her soya-bean milk and pan-fried dumpling and stood there. He smiled sincerely to her and she started to change.

But it is not really a perfectly happy moment, after the marriage, they couldn't avoid the clashes between each other.

She couldn't really understand their relationship.

Since she didn't like him, then why should be persistent? Since you already didn't like him, then shouldn't you persist on not liking him, why should you force yourself to accept him?

It is not loved, at least for her it is not.

Love is not by selection, but feelings between two people that happy and love each other, it is a kind of companion too, but it makes you unable to leave each other.

It is her understanding.

Although she never is in a relationship, she has watched a lot of romantic movies and read novels. The novels are written this way, the movies are also played that way. The most important thing, they give her impression that love should be like this

This night, Bei Er Duo thought about it for a long time, she even lost her sleepiness. She scratched her head and switched on her laptop.

She opened her Weibo, and randomly wrote a post: "Tonight I went to sing a song. My throat is so sore now. Now I completely couldn't sleep, I really hate insomnia."

Very quickly, she received a lot of comments.

"With who were you going to karaoke? Is it Ye Shu Wei? Oh right, can he sing?"

"You have insomnia? Is it because he is on a business trip? Are you missing him so you couldn't sleep?"

"Just soak your water into the hot water, use your hand and massaged your feet for ten minutes. It is very effective."

"I always think that only single man could have insomnia."

She browsed the comment and laughed slowly. Recently, she frequently thinks of Ye Shu Wei.

Could he really sing? She also couldn't be so sure.

When she was sleeping at three o'clock in the morning, she had a dream. In her dream, it was a chaotic scene. After some time, it finally in a steamy scene. She dreamt that she was cutting a slice of pork, and carelessly she cut her finger. It was bleeding a lot, she tried to find the medical kit but she couldn't find it.

"Why are you so careless?" Someone with pampering tone says to her.

He stuck close to her back and took her hands. He sucked the blood on her finger intimately, the hot lips touched her finger to stop the bleeding.

"Are you A blood type?" He raised his enchanting eyes, "It's a bit sweet."

The blood slid from the corner of his beautiful lips and finally, it dropped to chest part of his white robe.

.........

The deity once said that dream is undisguised, it was expressing the most direct desire of a person.

She opened her eyes, and thought, God, what is this dream mean?

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