"I'm not crying because of you. I'm crying because I've been stabbed in the back by those who I needed the most, the times I have felt alone when I couldn't afford to be. I'm crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of w...
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'Starting tomorrow, I need to forget what's gone. Appreciate what still remains and look forward to what's coming next.The heart was made to be broken. It is true what the internet says "Sometimes, even the best of friendships can fall apart. Whether you and your bestie had a blowup fight or just slowly drifted away over time, platonic relationships can end just like romantic relationships and they can hurt just as badly." It really hurts. But, pain is inevitable and suffering is optional. I guess what they say is true friends come and go but I never thought that would apply on you to. Remember Roseanne, if somebody asked me if I knew you, just smiled and said I used to. Even when a million of memories would flash through my mind just act cool.' Roseanne talked to herself while tears flooding down as much as her heart is breaking into so many pieces just because she thinks she just lost a friend who's delusion of who she were was shattered by the truth of who she is.
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Lunch time is now over but, Wendy can see Roseanne nowhere from the school. She then come inside Roseanne's classroom hoping that she would be there but she found Jennie loungers there with 'her new friends' without Roseanne. Wendy's blood was boiling from inside and harshly asked-"Have you seen Rose anywhere? She said that she wanted to have lunch with you." Wendy pointed to Jennie who had no expression on her face that makes Wendy want to give her a hard punch of her face right at the moment, Mark and Lucas arrived and asked Wendy-"Wen, have you seen Jen- Mark stopped his lines as he saw Jennie. Mark faced Jennie with his cold face and ask, "Where is Rose?" Suzy went to Wendy's direction bringing her innocent face and face Wendy.
"What does our Jennie has to do with any of your, what is her name again? Roseanne was it? Our senior who shined the most leaving my Jennie behind and chose her popularity and chase it?" Wendy slapped her face without hesitation and yelled- "YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HER!!" Suzy was about to fought back but Lucas stopped her, students started to come in and with that Wendy and Mark left to their class. After Wendy and Mark left, Lucas coldly glared at the girl and cooly went to his seat end he pulled out his phone from his pocket and dialled Roseanne's number, at first she didn't pick up same goes to the second. The Teacher. then arrived and started his class.
Classes end perfectly but, Lucas felt like he missed something during the last two classes, he felt like he was all alone and had no intentions on learning the last two subjects even thou the last two subject is his favourite subject and favourite time he felt like he is not enjoying even a minute from the class.
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Lucas packed his things quickly and peeked out the window revealing Wendy and Mark showing weirds signs to him to be quick. As he went out from the classroom Suzy grabs his wrist stopping him, "Tell that girl to stay away from Jennie." She said with the most annoyed voice ever and left Lucas there.
"Here. We already walked you till here, now we'll part our ways right. Bye Lucas... Wait, if you met Rose just tell her to call me tonight." Wendy and Mark then left Lucas at the bus stop alone. He tried calling Roseanne again and thankfully she picked up. "Where were you?!" Lucas raises his voice a little bit that makes Roseanne stutter to answer- "I-i wasn't feeling really well. So I decide to just go home." Lucas apologies, "I'm sorry that I raised my voice. By the way did something happened?"
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'If I had the courage to stand before you, would everything be different?' Jennie thought about everything that Suzy and the others said about Roseanne.
"Jennie you knew that right? You knew that , that Rose girl became your friend because she came from a low background?And became your friend just so that she could have your money?"
"Do you know that she pretends to be a genius student in front of the teacher and the juniors just to get a good fame? And do you know that she cheats during exams? Haven't you noticed anything?"
"She is just a bad influence on every student in this school. She is a bad influence on you Jennie. Keep yourself away from her. Just don't be with her anymore. She is just not worth your time."
"Jennie. I think it's better if you tell us about her embarrassment moments, it's going to be a pop.!"
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'I, who is falling and breaking is not important anymore. Only until the day you came back, I'm going to change. You broke my rules for us. Our landscapes colour has faded, I am waking up from a cruelly beautiful dream. It is still ringing in my ears, your laughter and your late phone night calls of our stupidity and memories. How can I possibly move forward from my one and only friend who I knew so well for more than eight years, how can I possibly move on from my perfect best friend. Sometimes you have to be your own hero to fix the problems. Today is not ours to recover, but tomorrow is ours to win or lose.'
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