"I'm not crying because of you. I'm crying because I've been stabbed in the back by those who I needed the most, the times I have felt alone when I couldn't afford to be. I'm crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of w...
'The fluttering night, can you come from the star and tell me that everything is just a dream' Roseanne's attention was fully on a star that shines brightly in the sky that she didn't look or pay any attention with her surrounding, she almost hit the electric pole and watch catches her attention after that was a familiar boy that looks like Lucas. 'Did he worry about me that much? What is he doing here? How long did he wait?Did he notice me? Should I go back?..' Millions of question Roseanne started to ask until Lucas turned around and face her.
Lucas handed Roseanne a letter-"Go back inside before something bad happens to you in the middle of night and only read this letter when you feel like you needed someone alright? Promise me." He said as he took out his pinky finger as a promise and Roseanne just linked her pinky finger with Lucas as the signs for a promise. Before Roseanne go anywhere, she gave Lucas a hug and Lucas just hugged her back as a comfort knowing that she is going through something that is really tough and hard to deal with, especially with someone you really love and hard to let go. "Your hardest times often lead to the greatest moments of your life. Keep the faith. It will all be worth it in the end." Lucas said as he strokes Roseanne hair and assist her inside.
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The weekends had just ends for every students. Roseanne pulled herself together for those two days and faced herself through the reflection of the mirror. "Don't you dare for one more second, surround yourself with people who are not aware of the awesomeness that you are!!Often what feels like the end of the world is really a challenging pathway to a far better place.All the strength you need is inside you! " Roseanne said that while smiling brightly showing that she is highly proud of herself for saying all positive things to herself when she faced everything all alone without her family's love or guidance. Roseanne's brother lives with her and he is also s drug addict that is the reason why Roseanne had the habit to sneak out during the night because she is scared. Her parents worked overseas and only visit her and her brother for six to eight times a month.
Roseanne was early today and as she thought, Lucas wouldn't be here that early she then went to Lucas's house and saw him just got out of the door. "You're early." Lucas said as he went to Roseanne and wrapped his arm around Roseanne's shoulder. Roseanne hummed, "Feelin' better? You seem fine. How you doin' sorry I couldn't visit you during the weekends." Lucas asked Roseanne with his deep sweet voice. "Yeah.. I do feel better. Thanks also for your concern." Roseanne gave him the answer for his question with a smile caked on her face. Their journey to the school was like always, they talked about their school, family, memories and others.
They arrived early than they expected and decided to wait for Wendy and Mark who Roseanne missed so much cause the skipping school and the weekends problems. Lucas saw Jennie got out from the car and was about to ask Roseanne about her when Wendy appears to be in front of him. "Don't you dare." Wendy said yelled whispered to him showing her angry and annoyed expression. Wendy then spun around and hugged Roseanne-"I miss you girl!! Where have you've been!! I love you past the moon and I miss you beyond the stars." Wendy said while hugging Roseanne while shouting that their surrounding would clearly hear what she said, Roseanne then hugged her back lightly. "I love you too girl!".
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The weekends had been so much tougher than Jennie expected. She felt like crying when Roseanne didn't even visit or hang out with her during the weekends. She felt like she had done nothing wrong, she even called Roseanne but she didn't even mind to pick up. Things like this never had ever happened between them, Jennie then gave up and called Suzy to hang out and accompany her weekends and that is when Jennie realise that anyone can replace anyone's place and she replaces Suzy on Roseanne's place. And accept the fate that she may be face her breakup with Roseanne but face the better person in the future and that is Suzy. 'When God is ready for you to move, He will make your situation uncomfortable'. Jennie somehow never felt the relieve in herself for having someone like Suzy to say said those words to her every time she felt useless for her existing, Jennie seems like Suzy's words never gave her any calmness but anxious feeling which is the opposite feeling which Roseanne gave.
The feeling of Jennie coming to school is gone since the last Friday. She had no idea how do she face Roseanne, after the thinking about what Wendy said last Friday. 'What do I don't know about Roseanne? Is she hiding something away from me? No way, we've known each other for ten years.. Should I face her? Jennie.., Don't feel guilty for doing what is the best for you. But do I bring out the best of me alone..?' Jennie thought to herself during her journey to the school in the car.
As I step out from the car, I saw one of the boy that friends with Roseanne looking at me and was about to speak to Roseanne. 'I guess she is hiding something away from me...' Jennie thought sadly to herself. She felt more broken when one of Roseanne close friend shouts-"...I love you past the moon and I miss you beyond the stars..." Jennie stood frozen there, eyes full with tears ready to drop. Her tear then dropped as she heard someone calling her name she quickly wiped the tear and replace her face with a bright smile not wanting to feel like a slubberdegullion, but the person who called out her name makes her want to cry more and Jennie then burst out in tears.
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