Roseanne is already sick of living in this world only thinking about her friendship. First Jennie, for not understanding her and the second one was Wendy, for not supporting any actions she did, truly for her own happiness. Roseanne standing backwards ready to fall and trying to creat suicide. Right at the moment she wanted to shift her feet backwards Lucas came up to the rooftop meeting eyes with Roseanne. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!!Rose please, please get down. Please..." He yelled and begging for Roseanne to just go back to her senses and see what she is trying to do. Without further do, Roseanne spoke.
"I'm mentally,physically,emotionally tired. I just knew that I fall to fast, crash to deep and forgive to easily that makes people want to break my heart again and again am I right...? Lucas listen, life is a game that we are all going through together; just different levels. Dealing with the same hell; just different devils... I wish I could just find the point of my excistnce in this cruel world." She said while crying and she spun around looking down feeling scared but she had no other choice cause the thing that is killing her is only the sadness
Without losing any chances, Lucas back hugged Roseanne and bought her down. Roseanne tried to break the hug but as she did that only makes the hug tighter. Without Lucas breaking the hug he said- "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. You are loved, Roseanne. It's so hard to pretend to be with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything that you want to have. Here is my secret, my beautiful little secret. I love you."
Roseanne then just cried on his chest and hugged him as that makes her comfortable hearing those words that she never heard from someone who had always been by her side. "You could have chosen someone other than me, but you c-chose m-me. T-thank you." Roseanne said stutter cause her sobbing. Lucas broke the hug and he saw Roseanne sleeping soundly as he didn't want to bother her dreamland, he then just brought her bridal style to the nurses office as he had no other choice and told the nurse that was in charge at the moment the story about what just happened to Roseanne.
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"LUCAS!! You should have knocked the door first. You shocked me." Mrs. Irene said as Lucas barged in the class without thinking twice. "I'm sorry Mrs. There was an accident on my way to class." Lucas said as he was sweating. Mrs. Irene didn't finished her question to Lucas- "Have you seen Roseanne? Is she in today? I have some news to her." She asked curiously as she didn't saw Roseanne with him that morning. "She is in the nurses office Mrs." Mrs. Irene and some other classmate was shocked including Jennie to hear about the news. "Detention for you, for the first break. Meet me at my office. Now, go to your seat." She said that straightly and continued her teaching. Lucas noticed that Jennie was trying to talk to him as she look at Mrs. Irene who was teaching. "What do you want?" Lucas whispered coldly that was enough for Jennie to hear. She then just pass Lucas a paper with her writing on it.
"I'm sorry to bother you. But, what happened to Roseanne? Is she doing alright? Please do talk about it to me, I'm really worried."
"She was just stressed out a bit this morning. You met her? When? What happened when you met her? Something happened right?"
"Nothing really happened that much but when she met me she was fine. But then Wendy was her name is it? Came and pulled Roseanne away from me. From my distance it looks clearly like that they are arguing about something."
"Thats all? Thank you"
Lucas tried to focus on what Mrs. Irene was teaching but his mind was all full of thoughts about Roseanne until it was first break, which the time he had detention with Mrs. Irene. Mrs. Irene then come towards Lucas's direction and pulled out a seat to talk with Lucas. "Lucas, What happened to Rose?" Mrs. Irene said with a worry expression placed on her face. "She passed out on her way to class. Probably it's because she is stressed out...?" Lucas said that as he lift both of his shoulder, he saw that Mrs. Irene went to put the chair back when she stopped because of Lucas's sudden question-" May I ask Mrs. Why are you looking for Roseanne?" Lucas asked curiously as his habit.to just lift one of his eyebrows when he is curios. "It's better if I let her tell you that, it's just that I don't have the power to tell you. The only decision is only on her hand to make."
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Genç Kurgu"I'm not crying because of you. I'm crying because I've been stabbed in the back by those who I needed the most, the times I have felt alone when I couldn't afford to be. I'm crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of w...
