The Kingston Brothers - Two for Me (Completed)

The Talk

Xav had left me with Theo drying off, returning dressed and holding some sweat pants and a college hoodie which he passed to me smiling, they'll be a bit big but they're clean, I can pop your clothes in the  washer.  I smiled at him my cheeks blushing red, "thank you" I whispered and dropped the towel before pulling the hoodie on. 
Theo's groan from the bathroom made Xav laugh and I quickly scrambled into the sweat pants, bending down to roll them over at the ankles several times before having to do the same with the waist with a twist to keep them up.
"So cute, I just want to eat you up" Theo growled teasingly, prowling towards me but Xav cut him off, "Get dressed, we need to feed our Queen" he told him and as I was about to protest my stomach growled loudly, making them laugh
Xav took my hand and led me to the Kitchen, pushing me to sit at the table while he made coffee and started pulling ingredients out of the cupboards, coming back to put a cup in front of me and kiss the top of my head.
My eyes followed him around the room and I allowed my mind to go over what had happened, I knew I needed to go back on the computer to deal with my aunts deceit but my brain kept replaying the our groans and feel of them in and around me and I squirmed in the chair as my awakened core pulsed and wept.
"Oh My God" I cried pushing away for the table and startling Xav, sudden realisation hitting me.
"What, what's the matter" he rushed over, his gaze raking over me, I pulled back, how had I been so careless, all of us, I didn't think, "oh my god" I whispered my hand up to ward him away.
"Whats going on?" Theo stalked up beside Xav who shook his head looking at me concerned, "I don't know, one minute she was fine and now, I just don't know"
"Alphie, what's wrong" Theo commanded and I felt bound to tell him. "Alphie!"
"We didn't use anything.......earlier" I waved my hand between us, my gaze on the floor as I told him, though why I should feel embarrassed after what we had done, they looked at me, jaws dropped as they too realised what I meant.  "I'm not on the pill, I never thought about it and we didn't, we aren't..." I trail off mortified.
Theo steps towards me, his hand taking mine to pull me into his arms, "Alphie, baby, i'm sorry, we should have been more careful with you, we should have made sure you were protected but I don't regret being bare inside you, you're ours baby, and if by any chance your pregnant then I" he looks sideways at Xav, "no we would be over the moon"
"But, we just met, you don't know me, you might leave me" I stutter my mind picturing our babies, something days ago I never thought I would want, or even contemplate but so much was changing, I wanted more than just my work, I wanted family.
"Alphie, we told you when you said yes, its for forever, we don't intend to lose you, you're ours now, and now the thought is planted in my brain, I hope you are, I hope we bred you this morning, so you can't run away, I want to see you swell with our children, I want to hold your hand through it all, to care for you, protect you, love you.." Xav's voice had got lower as his last few words were punctuated with kisses.
"Can you see yourself having babies with us, a beautiful little girl looking just like you, a little boy for you to love and us by your side always" Xav continues seductively and my eyes glaze with the scene he is painting "yes" I whisper softly, a silent tear tracking down my face at the beautiful dream.
Theo sweeps me up into his arms "Breakfast can wait, I've never wanted anything as much as I want you round with our babies, you need to tell me to stop, if that's not what you want" he growls, heading back to the bedroom.  I bite my lip, my mind warring with my heart, this feels so right, and I want this as much as them, but can I give up all my dreams for them.
"Baby your thinking so hard I can hear you, we want you, but i'll say it again, we don't want to cage you, your dreams, your plans for the future, we want you to have them all but with us by your side" Theo's arms tighten around me at Xav's words and we stop at the bedroom doorway.
"Last chance baby" Theo looks down at me and I smile, I know I've made my choice "I want you, both of you, I want the dream, every part of it" I tell them and Theo steps forward.