Just let me go

Oh boy.....

Hi guys!! soooo! sorry I've been supper busy I've been dealing with family drama and school + me being sick and crazy idiotic things. I will try my best~Tess

(Alexandra pov)

It was the end of the day I didn't see Xavier thank goodness I can't believe he did that! All of the sudden out of no where he found me in the woods!

I stop by the store on the way home and grab some hair dye. I haven't done this before but it should possibly help maybe not get..... hurt All the Time.

I get home lock the door I'm my room turn off my light to seem like I'm asleep. I rush to the bathroom and I open the box read the color I got was red like aerials hair. why? because it reminds me of blood and scars I'm going through it reminds me I'm fighting a battle that I might never win.

By the time I was done my hair was red well looks like I should were a hat to school tomorrow. even though I dyed my hair red I still look like my mother I look like her twin with red hair.....

I eat the rest of my sandwich and go to bed. (8hrs later after sleep)

*Beep beep*

I quickly jump turn off my alarm and look out side my window dad's gone for work. I quickly get ready and head to school. I wear dark blue jeans red vans, also a Camo hoodie with a purple vans shirt under it, I put in a black beanie and I'm ready to go. I rush out the door and head to school.

When I arrive I'm bloody nervous. I just head to class's my bruises had heal up a lot, I heal fast so you can't tell if I had a bruises there on my face, but on my back that's another story. It's second period now during first period Xavier just had to keep staring at me I have to think of a way to say what those bruises are.

2hrs later lunch time.

I was walking in the halls hood down eyes down until... someone pulled my hood. I gasped. I turn around and it was Xavier.

"I need to talk to you." Xavier says with a strait face I just back up trying to get away, till someone tripped me and I fell. everyone was laughing staring whispering she has red hair now or how clumsy she is. I could feel the stung of tears in my eye that I dare not let them see. I just pick my self up look at Xavier. his face showed anger once everyone was laughing. as he was about to talk I just walked away, I knew he was following me that's why I cut the corner and went outside. I got to my hide out and this time I just sat there and cried. I don't care anymore I felt broken, torn I felt like nothing.

I looked in the pond and I see her why did she have to be gone.... I felt warm hands wrap around me I jumped up but they held thier grip the smell of spring and crisp air wrapped around my nose. I new who it was.....

"Let me go please." I barely say over a whisper.

"Alexandra..... what happened when I was gone...." asks Xavier.

"Nothing." my heart was going at lest over 100mpr.

"Those bruise weren't nothing."

"I got in a car accident..." it was half the truth I did years ago.

"I know your lying." he he turns me around, so I'm sitting on his lap arms around me and looking deep in his eyes in front of him.

"Have you been crying?." he asks. I don't say anything. then he just hugs me holds me.

"You did miss something.... Xavier my mom.... died." I choked at the lat part. " "a couple days before you left." He hugs me tighter, he feel warm I don't know but I miss this...someone to hug I've never had contact like this sense....my mom.

"I'm here for you now." he whispers.

We just sat there the rest of the school day. Just like that he never asked me what happened, to my bruises or my hair color changed. he just simply sat there and talked about how his family was... he also missed me...

"Alex can you perhaps come to dinner with me an the family." I blushed It was Friday I had work, but I could go to work and leave a note to my dad and say I'm staying at a friends, but really I'll sleep in my car near a Burger King. my dad ya he beat me, but when I didn't come home... he was glade. " I can't." I was afraid very afraid.

"Why?" he questioned

"I have work." I frowned.

"Well how about you go to work and come to my house and have dinner after then?" He was just never gona give up.

"Fine." we got up went to my house then, I left for work that was the worse ever. I left my dad a note and got a bag of close to change and pjs and cloths for school. I was not kidding when I said I was sleeping near a Burger King.

I walked through Linda's dinner got my uniform and went up to Linda.

"High Linda." she smiled

"Hi baby girl oh my you dyed your hair!"

"Yep." I smiled. she was the only one I looked up for at the end of the day.

Linda was my moms best friend, she alway looked after me even after mom died.... but she never new what dad did behind those doors.

It was five o'clock, I finished my shift and went out the door. I changed into a pair of my nice dark blue skinny jeans, a pair of red vans and my gray holister sweater. When I arrived at that door I was a nervous reck I've never been here since I was 10. I knock on the door

"O my goodness?! is that you Alexandra!!" she gave me a huge hug

"Yes it's me mrs.Harold's." She has a death grip huge but I love her.

"Oh honey call me Julie mrs.Harold's makes me feel like an old hag.

"Okay." she let me in and immediately Xavier came running down the stairs.

"Hi Hun dinner will be ready at six why don't you to go on upstairs and hangout and I'll call you down when it's ready." o boy how is this Gonna turn out.