Human heart (BENxreader)

The power of the girls...

Your POV

After enslaving Jane(trolololol), you made the boys and her sweep through the entire mansion, all the 1000 rooms and 400 corridors like a cleaning hurricane. Slenderp was really pleased with the results. After the Liu incident, you started going out with BEN. The girls now basically ruled the mansion now, and the queen bee was you. No one knew how much you were hurting inside. Betrayals, sin, death all in the world. And you had caused some of that. Cuts after cut appeared on her arms. Long sleeves appeared. Killing Alexendria, your kindergarten BFF. Drip. Liu. drip, drip. Jane. Drip, drip, drip. Whispers behind your back, fake composure- a gush of blood! Welcome the crimson! Let my 'friends' think it's them. You thought savagely. Let the naive people think it's them. Much easier... when they can't blame themselves! 'IT'S NEVER THEM!!!!!!!' you screamed to the moon, its gentle, forgiving light bathing you grey, a monochromatic sigil born from stone. You stood there for betrayal. For all that life stood for. And heartbreak. Especially heartbreak. You had found solace and peace in cutting. And let it remain... you thought giddily as you howled to the moon, a lone Alpha in the waning moonlight. 

As night gave way to day, you hid away in a place that no one expected- your old home. You ran your fingers forlornly over the faded wallpaper as you looked at the photo frames. 'Mom? Dad? I came home! I came back for you! I'm here now!' No reply. You suddenly realised that it was too quiet. They abandoned this place, you realised. Abandoned all hope of me coming back...

* FLASHBACK*

"Mommy!" 'Yes child?' "If I ever get lost," you stated seriously, "if I ever get lost, no matter how long it takes, I will come back here!" You twirled around in the spick and span kitchen. 'And I will wait for you' your mother knelt down and cooed to you. 'I promise.' 

*END* 

You gulped down tears. She said she would wait... you thought as you crawled onto the sofa, clutching your sledgehammer still. I will find you, mommy... you thought. I'll find you.

You fell asleep with a demented grin on your face, thinking of all the ways one can contort human bodies and torture techniques.

* 2 weeks later*

You groaned as you pulled up weeds and tore them apart in the garden. I bet the CPs aren't even worried about me... you thought. Little did you know that at the moment, BEN was reminiscing about all the times they had had together while hiking up the slopes of a hill. Once he got to the top, he crumpled in a heap. At the same moment, the both of you pulled out a pocketknife. Silver flashed as the both of you salted the earth with your blood...

         

BEN's POV

                           '(y/n)... I will find you. I promise!!!!!!!!' I yelled to the surrounding countryside.

As I lay down on the hill, rivers of blood ran down my face as I slipped into the past...

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'Benny boo!!' (y/n) squealed as she snuggled up to me. I paused the game I was playing and smiled at her. 'Well hello, my little princess. Date?' 'Date!' 

10 minutes later, we were climbing tin a victims window. Muffled screams forced us to run away after harvesting the organs for EJ and Ashy. 

The day had ended perfectly except for...

 Dream BEN shied away from the memory, but it came at him, relentless. I screamed in my sleep as I was engulfed in the day she had run away...

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