Sweet Nothing

Dear Nega

Dear Nega,

            Are you tired?

            Do you still want to fight when in the world you are moving now, you are just ‘no one’ to them? It seems like you are so tired of proving your worth. All your life, you’re trying to prove yourself to people who cannot even see your real worth. Aren’t you tired of being rejected over and over again?

            Well I’m telling you, you should not be. You surpassed nineteen years of that and you’re telling me that you’re giving up? Don’t do that. Giving up will only prove other’s impression that you are just a weakling, a nobody. Don’t take their words, it will just ruin you. If you need to be deaf, do it. If you think their words isn’t helping, do the possible options on improving yourself.

            Look at the people around you, hey, don’t look at the people who are pushing you down, they will just pull you down. Concentrate on the people who are beaming at you, aren’t you happy with them? If you break down and let loose of your dreams, do you think they’ll be happy? No. You are wrong, don’t be pessimistic. Look at the sun, it looks good on you. Stay positive.

            Hold back your tears little one, keep yourself on the ground. Because you wouldn’t notice it, you’re on top again. Take a step higher, don’t push yourself down. Be stronger, build yourself. You can’t let your oppressors win, win the game.

And where are they on your success? They are at the pitfall. Yes, they might be there and I want you to be on top while seeing their scornful looks when you finally outwitted them.

            You can do it. Learn to stay strong because you’re already strong, you just have to be stronger. Let them be your inspiration.

            I will be always be here, guiding you.

Love,

Your positive side.