Sweet Nothing

Unspoken Words

Dear Jerk,

If there was something I would change in my life, it would be the day that I met you.

I wish I never did because if I wasn't there inside the church the day I first saw you, it would be better for me to live my life. 

It wouldn't be hard for me to smile.

I wish I never knew you because you only brought me hurt.

My days might be better and I would never had those sleepless nights thinking of you. 

You just made my life complicated. Yes, you did!

I'd never thought that we will end like this, me--rotten and sad while you--with a new girl.

Million times I'd said the words "I hate you" but as I say it one at a time, a needle prickles my heart because in the end, no matter how I hated you, I still love you.

What if I get a heart transplant?? Would l I learn to forget you?

Crazy how I changed from a happy young girl to a lonely woman.

Weren't you satisfied with what you did??

Hope you'd see me this way--to remind you how you made me feel special yet leave me broken.

I wish I could spit on you. 

But just the idea of it makes me burst in tears because I knew deep inside that the only thing I could do against you was just not to talk to you--nothing more than that.

How could you manage to say you really love me when you're loving someone else.

I'd longed for a simple life yet you made it so complicated. 

I couldn’t even picture myself with somebody else.

Because after all, you're the one I love and nothing more.

Hurtingly,

That fool

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