The First Time I Kinda Believed
N O V A
"You don't know how long I've waited for that..."
I bit the inside of my lip and looked away from Justin with a blush heavy on my cheeks, nervous butterflies swirling wildly inside me as I registered what had happened and then found myself smiling way too hard.
Justin and I had kissed.
I had kissed Justin. He had kissed me.
Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my fucking God.
"I think I might just know how long," I whispered, still floating in my wine bubble as I heard Justin chuckle and then reach over to my hand, my head tilting to see him in response.
"You do?" he asked, his voice low and murmured between us as I felt the oxygen in the room leave my lungs. His eyes concentrated on mine with a precision I loved and hated all at the same time, my lack of physical nerves goaded by the wine in my system as Justin smiled boyishly and leaned towards me. "How long then?"
"I..." I found it hard to find words with the sudden proximity between us, the smell of Justin's cologne weaving in between the quiet breath I took as I stared down at Justin's mouth and swallowed. "I...uh...just, you know," I trailed off, my brain completely foggy with a blank when I kept looking at Justin's lips which were getting closer and closer.
"I don't..." Justin smiled, reaching up to my face once again with one hand, his fingers smoothing over the high point of my cheek as he coaxed my sight to meet his. "Tell me," he spoke slowly, tilting his head a little as I grew itchy to kiss him once again, the thought running wildly through my head as I licked my lips and grew hot under his gaze.
Jesus, someone needed to pinch me because this felt way too good to be real.
"I just um..." I tried to start but failed to do so when I subconsciously leaned into the heat of Justin's palm cupping under my jaw, my eyes fluttering closed when I completely became hazy when Justin leaned closer. "Justin..." I whispered, almost barely audible just as his lips pressed against my own once again, the soft plush feeling leaving my body to heat all over once more.
I felt like I was floating as we kissed once more, my body light and practically non-existent as Justin kissed me soft and slow, the warm bubbly feeling that accompanied it warming my body in crashing waves until the moment was ruined with a loud ping of a notification coming from my phone.
We both pulled away, me with a blush that probably made me look like a tomato as Justin smiled contently and watched me as I fumbled around to grab my phone that was in my pocket.
I wonder who was sending me messages when the signal was out because of the snow sto-
"Luna!" I blurted out happily, my eyes practically lighting up at the message from my older sister.
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