Happy Brithday (Lapidot AU, 18+)

Chapter Twelve: A Toy?

(Lapis' P.O.V)
"I'm nothing but your toy!" Peridot yelled at me

"What?" I says confused

She didn't talk to me for the rest of the day. "Toy" was the only thing in my head. It was true. I relieved that I was using her. I truely love her, but she thinks I don't. All I've done is fuck her, that isn't love. I dont know what to do. She wanted me, and I wanted her. But I never showed it. I wasn't over how Jasper treated me. I was becoming Jasper. I 2as the evil one. I was the mean one. And Peridot was the indecent one.

"I'm sorry Peridot."

"Sure." She said not making eye contact.

"I truely am! I will let you do anything you want to me!" I say trying to let her know I am sorry.

"I dont just want sex Lapis!" She yells finally looking at me "I want to have a normal life with you!"

"I do too" I say will shock

"Right." She says sarcastically.

I grabbed her and kissed her. She didn't cooperate at first, then she kissed back.

"I love you." We say at the same time.

"I know." We say together again.

"Hehe!" She snickers.

I kissed her again.

"It wont happen again, I will always listen to you." I say holding her

"I love you."

[Sorry for the short chapter. I've been having Family problems. But I will try to make more chapters for you guys. If you want to contact me add my kik: bambamisc00l]