Lips💋(JIKOOK FF)

Chapter 20

•JUNGKOOK POV•

"Sure hyung, Why not!" I said as I looked at Jimin's reaction. Lol he looks so tensed up. I knew I was somewhere down there in his heart.
I knew suga hyung was just joking around so i agreed jokingly.

"HAHA! I was just joking Jimin! Relax!" Suga hyung while laughing as I laughed and sat beside him staring at Jimin hyung's face. So cute. He was all red. How can someone be so cute? I chuckled.

"Thanks hyung" I whispered only loud enough for suga hyung to hear.

"Anytime!" He whispered as he went to help Jimin hyung put up the ornaments the tree.

"Y'all!? What happened to thanksgiving dinner today?" I asked as I stared at Jimin hyung struggling to put an ornament on a leaf that is way higher than him.

"We all are going outside tonight.." suga hyung said as I went over to Jimin hyung, took the ornament and placed it where he was struggling to put and went back sitting down.

"Aww why let cook at home!" I said.

"Too late to think about that! But dress formally since we are going to a fancy restaurant" Jimin said as I got up to go to kitchen to grab something to eat.

"FINE!" I shouted  from the kitchen.

I went to my room but stop when I saw Jimin hyung's room. I just entered in silently and looked around. Woah so beautiful just like him. Even the air of the room smells like him. I than look at a table that was place across the his bed. I looked at the table at the way it was so well organized.

A book on the table caught my eye. It look fancy and begged me to look through. My curiosity just gave up and started to look inside, geuss it was his childhood dairy.

Jimin's dairy

12. 07. 2005
Hi dairy! I missed you so much! ㅠㅠ. Geuss what happened today! Jungkook called me shorty. How can he call someone short who ate 2310 more rice bowel than him? Especially when I am two years older than him! *hmph* but he is cute.. how can someone look cute while calling me short? How can someone look so handsome when calling me short? Ahhh I must have fallen in love with him... bye dairy! I will meet you tomorrow with more interesting things.

I chuckled at how cute he Is. He liked me since than. Woahhhh. I flipped the page to 2010

01.09.2010

Hey dairy. Since I have nothing fun to say as when jungkook left he took my happiness along with him. It's jungkook birthday today. I want to see him but I can't. I want to hug him but I can't. I want to tell him I love him but I can't. I miss him so much. Today... I couldn't take the depression of missing him anymore that almost cut my hand...but was stopped by my friend taehyung... I can't take this anymore... bye dairy hope I will be alive tomorrow to talk to you again.

What did I just read? He got stuck in depression? Woah... how come he didn't tell me this at all? I flipped the page to 2018

13.10.2018

Dear dairy! My happiness came back to me especially on my bday! Thank you god for such a wonderful gift! You know why am I so excited? It's my bday and I met jungkook after 13 years!!! But he doesn't seem to remember me but it's ok!! I hope he will accept my love! Bye dairy!!

So the day I met him after 13 years was his bday? Woahh how come he didn't tell us. Such a liar. I flipped the page to 2020

21.10.2020

Hey dairy... it's our anniversary of getting together....we had sex tonight, 2 years ago... I miss him so much... why didn't he understand me? I wish could kill myself... he showed no sign of living and erased every singles thing of him from me. How could he do that? I still love him but I am afraid that I will move on since I can't take this unseen love that is going on right now... bye dairy...

Ouh... i feel bad now.... he have been only feeling depression since young... I shud keep him happy now on words.

01.11.2026

Hey dairy... geuss what happened today... I met jungkook after 8 years... he still loves me... I don't know what to do... I have moved on from him but when I see him...my heart never failed to heart tump... is it the awkward gap after 8 years or...is it just.... that.... I love him...? I am confused... I hope I'll get used to it.. bye dairy...

Ok. He is confused about his feelings towards me... I'll just waiting for him no matter how long it takes for him to realise that he loves me.

Suddenly, I heard someone opening the door....

"Jimin hyung"

-TBC-

A/n: hi y'all! I hope y'all love this chapter!

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