Reaper 76 before Overwatch

#55

"I want to fix things" Gabriel sighed.....Knowing Jack could hear him as he sat on the edge of the bed.
"I'm sorry." He looked back at the other boy.

"Please Give me a chance.....one last one..please..I promise you it won't happen again....I promise just..... please..I want this to work.....I do.....please give me one chance"
Reyes was practically begging the American.

"Fuck, Gabriel...I-"

"I still want you" The Spaniard sighed, interrupting Jack's words, cutting through his speech like an air coloured knife.

"I...I don't know how to respond to that." Jack huffed, shrugging at the other boy.

"I can't change you, Gabriel.....I can't make you stop cheating..I can't make you want me as much as I want you because god dammit i want you so so badly....but every time I want something, something bad always happens....I just always want what I can't have and it pisses me off".

Gabriel sighed, Placing one of his hands around his neck as to ease the lump in his throat.

"Jackie...I'll Do anything......anything" Gabe pleaded with the other boy, if he could even gather a slither of his trust again be would be happy.

"Gabriel, you'll always be in my heart but....you really fucked me up, you know that?" Jack raised one of his thick eyebrows as Gabe nodded.

"Please, Jackie" Gabriel begged.

Jack took in a long, deep breath before sitting up at Gabes level.

"I.....I just wanna touch you all the time and....fuck, Jackie" His Brown eyes met with the Americans blue ones.

"don't look at me like that" Jack shook his head.

"can't I just hold you?" Gabe pleaded.
"just for 5 minutes?........Please".

Jack sighed.

"this doesn't mean anything" the blond said, falling back into the mattress as the Spaniard followed him.

He curled up to Jack and put his arm round him, tighter than he ever had before because he knew this was possibly the last time.

"I told myself after the first time I wouldn't get wrapped up in your shit...I- God I must sound stupid" Jack shook his head and hid his face in his palms.

"You're not stupid, you're in love" Gabriel squeezed him.

"No, Not anymore" Jack let out a fake snigger.
"Wow......really?" Reyes asked, a little surprised to hear that.

"Obviously there's still som- alot of feelings there but I'm not just somebody's bitch....I'm not a fucking door mat..." The white boys voice started to sound a little shaky.

"Fuck, Gabriel I don't know what I'm supposed to do!" Jack broke down....Obviously he didn't want to...especially not in front of Reyes as he wanted to show that this didn't hurt him.

"I lost fucking everything.....I lost my boyfriend....I lost my bestfriend and now I'm losing my self control" He said, trying his very mightiest to hold back the forceful tears.

Gabriel's heart broke in two when he realised what he had done to the boy laying infront of him.

He had permanently damaged his ability to trust others.

"and the most frustrating thing is you've said sorry....you've shown remorse but I can't just up and forgive you!" He sniffled.

"I should've broke it off after the first time.....I should've saw what was coming.....Jesus, I Don't understand how I saw the warning signs with my dad but not with you!" He sighed.

"With your dad?...what are you talking about?" Gabriel was confused by Jack's previous statement.

"My Dad cheated on my mom and then left.....I've had people in and out and in and out of my life whenever it suits them...but I thought that when I grew up it would change....IT HASN'T FUCKING CHANGED" He blurted out, his words pouring into Gabriel's skin.

"I had no idea...come here" Gabe held onto him for dear life....and it wasn't him who needed the hug this time..it was Jack.

"this is the worst thing I could say right now but Jackie I'm here for you...I'll do anything to fucking proove that and even if you don't want me thats fine but I'm here" He told the weeping boy.

He had really fucking broke Jack..........and he couldn't fix it.

Jack turned around so he could hug Gabriel...He needed a hug and didn't care where he would get one from.

The Spaniard ran a hand through his fair hair before lightly kissing the top of his head....(light enough so Jack didn't even feel it,).

"I'm fucking head over heels for you, Gabriel" Jack looked up into Gabes Brown eyes.

"I'm sorry" the Spaniard said, strplomg a thumb over the white boys cheek.

authors note!
okay so I'm going to do a vote to decide the fate of this couple.

should they....
A) Get back together?
or
B) stay apart?

comment your vote!!!