my neighbor thinks i'm Spider-Man (Peters pov) (Not Currently Being Worked On)

8 New day same pain

I wake up, luckily I remembered to plug my almost dead phone in last night. Now my phone it is at 100% . I forgot to set a alarm but my human alarm clock woke me up. I am a little late it is now 7:02. I guess I should skip my normal routine, but also can't. I do everything I normally do. and I am done by 7:25. i skip breakfast and decide not to eat today. I grab my pack and walk to school. I feel like shit beat up shit. I don't even really feel sad just empty and broken. I will pretend to be alive today. hopefully I will survive today. even though what would the point be. why does it matter that I am alive. honestly it is not like anyone actually likes me or cares. well expect Alex, Tyler, and mom. but that is about it and they can survive without me. I am worthless, stupid, useless,ect. I want to disappear so bad. but that does not matter right now. my phone rings it is tyler. no doubt calling to ask where I was this morning. I feel so drained i don't want talk to no one. I let it ring and go to voice mail. I spend th whole school day barely surviving. I have not learned anything today. some people have asked questions. I replied with "I am just tired" or "just a little off today". even faked a smile for a good part of the day. you know play the part act alright. and I skipped lunch as well. with my pain at the wheel I contemplate on going to club. or going Strait on home. then decide to go to club because I don't want to go home. I have pride today, I walk into club. my clubmates say hi to me. and my one friend smiles brightly. they runs over to me "HEY PETER I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH how have you been?" they study my face. "are you okay? what happened?" this is kai they are genderfluid. and they are pan romantic and pansexual. they are extrovert and social butterfly. they are all heart too so they are one of the kindest people I know. also they are very worried about me right now. "I am fine I am just really tired" I respond in a trying to be more cheerful tone. their smile does not seem to grow that much. " ok just remember if you ever need to talk i am always here" they pull me in their arms and hug me. "I know thank you Kai". we hug and then are stereotypical gay teacher comes in. also not ment to be a insult but he is stereotypical gay guy. and not gonna lie I love that it is funny and amazing. club ends and i am feeling a little better. but not that much. but enough to be able to call Tyler. I pull my phone out dial his number. one ring two ring he answers he answered right away. "hey hey petey what happened today?" he ask. "i am sorry I woke up late and my phone was dead". man I really hate lying to him. well it is a half truth so not that bad. "oh ok I missed you can we hang out after school tomorrow?" he says seeming more calm but also still worried. "yeah club is canceled tomorrow because the teacher is sick so yeah totally" I respond. "ok I love you bye" did he just... he said... I get all flustered in the face but respond. "I love you to tyler bye" I run to my house with a smile on my face. I run inside and into my room. I am not waiting around so anyone can ruin how I feel. I put my phone on the charger. and I change and eat some food. I lay in my bed still smiling and fall alseep. today might have started terrible but did not end terrible.

(ciao kings, queens, and gender queer roylaitys. how have you been?. also I am so sorry that I am so late on updating. i have had writers block. also hope you liked this chapter. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!)