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DEPRESSED is what you could call me right now.
I was missing my boyfriend of 3 years, Grayson. I had to leave LA due to my grandpa passing away. He was my everything. But now ... he's not here anymore.
I've been in bed for the past 4 days. My face stained with tears, tissues practically suffocating me, drowned in several pillows.
I feel like I lost a huge part of my childhood. As you can probably tell my grandpa's loss has took a huge toll on my life.
I just need Grayson. His kisses, his hugs, his comfort, his warmth. Him.
I hear a knock on my bedroom door.
"Hey sweetheart" I hear my mother's soft voice
"H-hi" I sniffle
"You know ... he's in a better place now"
She was right, but the fact that he wasn't here anymore tore me apart completely.
"Do you want anything?" she asks
I shake my head no
"You have to eat something, anything" she pleads separating the hair from my face
"What's the point?" I groggily reply
"Would papa want this? You not eating, drinking or even socialising"
Again I shake my head no
"I'll make you your favourite, ok?" she smiles
Unexpectedly I hug her
"I love you ma, I really do"
"I love you more, we'll get through this together just like we always do" she smiles kissing my cheek
I get out of bed groaning. I grab some fresh under garments and go to my washroom. I step out of my clothes and hop in the shower.
[after shower]
As I finish my shower and change in to cleaner, comfy clothes, I make my way downstairs to the kitchen. Looking around I see a note from my mom
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Just gone to grab a few things, be back soon
- mom
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After I finish my food, I wash up the remaining dishes and go to the living room.
I place myself on the couch and grab the picture frame with me, mom and grandpa. It's always been us, and now it's just mom and me.
I feel my eyes tear up again. He was such a loving, positive soul. He would go out his way to make someone's day better.
Why did you leave me?
A single drop of tear threatens to fall down my cheek and it does, landing on the picture.
I see my reflection; I looked awful. Red eyes and nose from all the crying, bags from the lack of sleep.
Suddenly I hear a knock on the front door. I walk up to the door and open it.
My breath instantly is caught in my throat.
Without a second thought ... I jump in his arms.
He catches me in his arms and wraps them around me.
"G-grayson y-your here? How? When? Wh-"
I'm cut off by his soft, lucious lips on mine.
"Your mom told me what happened. I'm so sorry"
I start sobbing into his chest, him being here was what I needed.
"Shh it's ok"
He brings me over to the couch and sits across me.
"You're so beautiful" he blurts
I smile weakly. He knows just what to say, even when i'm at my lowest.
I yawn and stretch my arms out, covering my mouth.
"You wanna sleep?"
I nod my head.
"Come here" he says opening his arms.
I oblige. My body is against the back of the couch with Grayson infront of me.
I stare at his gorgeous self.
"You can stare later, go asleep" he winks
I laugh slightly and close my eyes.
He kisses my forehead and lips and brings me closer; if possible.
That's when I had a decent sleep in the past week.
I needed this. I need him.
He was my saviour.
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Hii! It feels like it's been 99282.9 years since I updated and tbh I've just been out of ideas, hence why this is probably shit :)))) anywhore I hope you like it anyways. Comment below what you think. Ilysm
Should I start doing requests?
- sibby ♛
