push me on a lilo out to sea.

Is losing me such a big relief? 'cause we won't ever be.

A/N

CHEEKY CHEEKY! hope you guys like this!

Him .The only person in that space. In a padded red chair. I walked ahead, head held high and heels firmly planted to the ground. I walked straight to him, not even looking around me. He spun around in his chair and stopped directly face to face with me. I refrained from laughing at his double take, he was just staring at me. I felt a bit hot and sweaty but I wouldn't let him have that affect on me again, not after all that's happened. ''You-you're do-ing my'' he indicated to his face and body, flailing his arms around, his voice completely trailed off as he finished his small stutter, he gulped loudly and cleared his throat. ''okay'' he whispered. I smirked slightly and pushed his chair around again facing the large mirror, seeing both of us. I looked awkwardly around for a while, getting used to my surroundings and finally getting started. I looked at his soft curls and grinned slightly.I had a plan, one he probably wasn't going to like. I picked up the straighteners and made my way towards the plug. Harry stood up and looked at me, ''are you serious'' He looked so panicked, I couldn't help but to let a small giggle escape from my lips. I started snapping them in my hands, grabbing pieces of his soft locks. I immediately stopped smiling. I had a pained look in my eyes and I felt sick. Just touching his hair reminded me of the many nights we slept together, just sleeping, no weird business, just in the same bed holding each other to sleep. I hadn't realised I was in this trance until Harry started clearing his throat again. ''if it makes you happy, you can straighten my hair if you want, just don't be upset yeah?'' I just stared at him, i would have smiled at this, but I couldn't, if only he know who I actually was. If only he knew why I was upset, If only he knew what he's done to us, If only he knew. I picked up the makeup palette and started contouring his face with some bronzing powder, I then started to highlight his nose,cheekbones and cupid's bow, feeling like breaking down at each placed I'd touched. I haven't said this to anyone, or even myself, but I really do miss him. I finished the look by concealing any dark circles or small spots- which I knew he was insecure about and started to take him to the dressing room. We went in silence, about a metre apart looking ahead. We both wanted to get this over with, or so I thought. I picked his outfit out immediately, even after all these years, I still knew what he liked.

Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/harrys_finished_look/set?id=52131061

I shoved all his clothes at him and continued with my work, cleaning around me after all the hassle he had made for the fitting, smiling slightly. I collected all the rubbish and turned around to put it in the bin, almost dropping it all at what I saw. Harry was standing there topless, about to take his jeans off, to put his suit trousers on. I stood there with my mouth open. ''WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING'' he looked up with a massive grin on his face winking at me. ''Close your mouth'' he said adding another sly wink at the end. Right. 'We'll see who'll end up with their mouth closed' I whispered as I started charging up to him, completely forgetting about what I was holding. I pushed him up against the wall and whispered dangerously close to his ears. 'Listen here, i'm not interested in what you do, in fact i'm only here for my job and you're here as my client. You will do as I say, leaving your egotistical arse out of it, okay?'' I looked at him for a while looking at the effect i'd given him, seeing he still hadn't even taken his smirk off his face. I felt some anger surge through me, Harry bent down to my ear, coming even closer to my body which I didn't even think was humanly possibly whispering ''okay..although you might want to look at who's at the door' he whispered pushing me even closer to him. I looked up at him with a confused look laced with anger and slowly turned around. There at the door, Emily stood beaming at me. ''Ugh, hi Estee, you have about 5 minutes left, you might want to er, wrap up yeah?' she said adding to about the 50 winks I had received today. I didn't understand what she meant until I had turned back around, Harry was standing there topless, his jeans riding slightly lower, flashing his Calvin Klein boxers, his hair tousled and his lips and cheeks a tinge darker, his hand on the small of my back, with my dress riding far up my thigh. Both of us pressed against the wall, looking like we might have left an imprint of our bodies collided together. I practically threw back pushing my dress back down and straightening my hair down. As soon as Emily was far down the corridor Harry started howling with laughter, I threw his suit trousers at him and shoved him in the direction of the changing rooms,''Move it.'' He carried on laughing until he got out again. No one could deny it, he was handsome, lord. I smiled slightly adding the finishing touches and spraying his perfume on. 5 minutes were up and we had to be on our way, we walked down the large corridor moving our separate ways, him to to the boys and me setting up the camera equipment to start the shoot. ''Estee'' I heard him whisper while he walked away. I turned around again. He said my name. My own name. I'd never heard him say it in a long time. '' Yeah?'' He was shocked that I had heard him. He looked so flustered and he was so pale. ''You look beautiful''. I nodded a small thanks and started to walk away again. ''What I had meant to say is that, well er.. um,well don't you remember me at all?' I slowly turned around again and froze. I felt so pale and dizzy, my mouth dry and my eyes fixed on the one person in front of me. What. is. happening.