push me on a lilo out to sea.

so push me on a lilo out to sea, watch me float away

''Okay, Estee let's get this next shot going, we want to keep it natural'' The tension in the room was unbearable, my muscles had tensed up just looking at him through the viewfinder. ''Boys, we said NATURAL'' the boys were looking tense and the mood was sour. ''Okay, we'll cut it here. Come back in a an hour, all of you'' They all nodded and walked away, I caught Harry looking at me and decided to scurry away in case he wanted to talk again.

I took a quick corner back to the fitting rooms an decided to hide behind one of the curtains for a while. I paced through my thoughts thinking about what Harry meant when he asked if I had remembered him. Surely he would of realised sooner if he knew that it was me. Estee. Mother of his daughter he never even knew he had. My mind was a mess, I had 15 minutes left until we had to go back to the photoshoot. I decided to close my eyes and avoid Harry for the rest of the day. ' You can't stay there forever' I heard a husky voice whisper. I quickly opened my eyes and looked down and saw two polished shoes, that were Harry's. 'Harry I really can't talk tight now.' I heard the curtain roughly get pushed aside and Harry staring down at me, with an odd glint in his eyes. 'Can't or won't?' I opened my mouth to talk but realised that I wasn't even sure of what I was going to say. I decided on standing up to run away again. Just to find Harry blocking the way again. My mouth was dry and my eyes weren't focusing. 'I remember you. With the little girl' My eyes had considerably gone wider. Had he known about Darcy all this time? 'Yeah, now I remember, I saw you at the supermarket' I sighed in relief. He hasn't remembered me. I wasn't sure whether to feel upset or not, but I was relieved.

I nodded and gave a small smile. Harry came significantly closer again. 'You intrigue me, I want to know more about you.' I opened my mouth slightly and looked up at him again. He was gone, I heard the door softly shut and slid back down to my seat. 'I better go then' I whispered to myself before getting up. I walked slowly down the hallway once again thinking about Harry's words. I reached the studio once again to find all the boys relaxed and talking. 'Everyone ready?' I yelled, receiving a bunch of nods in return. I positioned them in their places and started taking the photos, 'Zayn, smile, we'll do the pouting shots later.' I received a long moan after that and a couple of really impressive shots. I was happy with all the work done today and handed all the pictures to the magazine who had ordered them and shut all the lights off to get back home. 

I took out my car keys and walked down the stairs hearing my heels click after me. I looked down at my car to find a small note left on the windscreen, I got in to the car and started it up, I looked down at the sheet of paper and immediately recognised the handwriting. ' Will you come with me to dinner? I was serious about wanting to know you more, there's something about you..' I scrunched up the piece of paper and put it away. I drove off pondering whether I should lie to Harry or not come at all.