Like.
A feeling, but not a strong one. It starts something or it destroys it.
You may like a flower, a photo or a great movie. But you also may like a person. And from now on, it gets complicated.
Yeah, I have experienced this feeling for someone more than once. The first time was in kindergarten. We were kids and we liked each other, but after kindergarten we haven't spoken at all.
The second time was in the first year of school. And I kinda liked him for like 7 years. I still don't know why.
Then, it was high school. I started to like a boy in my class in the first year of high school. I liked him for 3 years. In the meantime, he had a girlfriend and we were just friends and still are. But he doesn't have a girlfriend anymore. I still don't know what are my feelings for him now, if they still exist. I think not. I gave up on my feelings for him because it was worthless.
Maybe I will find a boy who may like me back. I still want that. I want my first relationship to be real, not something fake just for the image of it.
I never was lucky at finding someone for me. But I have to admit that I haven't tried hard for it. When I liked a boy, I just liked him and that's it. Nothing more.
I had my first kiss last year, but it wasn't with someone that I really liked, but it was first. Ugh I just wanna forget that day. I wanted it to happen with someone I like, not with a boy that played with me just to kiss me.
Sometimes I wish I was more confident, not that shy girl who accepts everything because it is a first time for something. And no, I'm not that girl anymore. I'm just another version of her.
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